SmAsH My HeArt FoR iT Was MeAnT FoR You To DesTrOy...

2009-01-26T21:34:00.003+08:00

To the 9.5 readers out there who reads my blog, I would like to tell you that I am moving. No particular reason. Just felt like it. Plus the new address is much easier to remember too. (if you thought i meant moving house, you are not alone! haha)

Click this empty space ___________ . And I meant the words, not the spacings. :)

And if you were wondering, Marche dan les passe means Walk in the past. Or at least that's what an online translation dictionary told me.

2009-01-19T01:27:00.003+08:00

Why don't you pick up the phone?
And dial up my number
And call me oh baby
I'm waiting on you

Just when I thought that I'm gonna be tormented and pushed around by big and older students on my new school, (am I writing a compo or what?) that's not gonna happen, well at least I don't think so. I'm going to a school of nerds! At least nerds are kinder people than stylish ones :P Get what I mean? They just sit in a corner and study and don't sneer at you for having a boring hairstyle like mine... *bleep*, why did I blurt that out? Nevermind, forget what I said earlier on (and you better or else) . My lips are dried from talking (actually my hands are tired from typing) so, adios !(right or wrong spelling?)

2009-01-16T22:24:00.001+08:00

If this blog's mood suddenly takes a pessimistic turn, don't fret. It will be bright again. Soon, hopefully.

2009-01-12T21:13:00.011+08:00

T-w-e-l-v-e
12
Dua Belas

Ok now whenever I think of that particular something, you know, that something which is so bleah and ordinary, I'm going think of the #12 because

The last paper was on 12 November 2008, which was Chemistry Paper I (freedom!)
Result day was on 12 January 2009!
My L1R5 is 12!
Need to make 12 choices for the courses/JC I want

And if you're wondering, my results can be simplified as ABBA
(haha ok actually more like ABBABBABA)

Hence, a new chapter begins!

2009-01-09T23:47:00.002+08:00

I know everyone else is also crazy about this date but
12 JANUARY 2009
(this, by the way, says 12 January 2009 in a font named Webdings)

By the way, I do not toil with escapism.

2008-12-30T23:21:00.007+08:00

Cycling. I seriously couldn't help but liken it to creating a Patronus charm from Harry Potter. Or at least learning to cycle is. I'm not a Harry Potter Number #01 fan or anything but really... It was like "Think happy thoughts! I have to fill my head with happy thoughts ~~about Gryffindor winning,~~ and not dark thoughts about what is going to happen when ~~the box opened~~ I fall!" And for the first time in my life I managed to cycle for about 30 seconds! (could be less, but it felt forever...) It felt good man to have something striked off my Can't-Do list. As such I would like to thank:

1) Tys (Nope, not referring to Mok's favourite Ten-Year-Series) for teaching me the technique of somehow having both feet on the pedals.

2) Saiful for your water and for waiting at the back with me while the others zoomed fast past ~~crushing Aggie's Aunt~~ way ahead.

3) Amira for that brief idea of trying to connect two bikes together for better balance? Though it didn't work out but you tried. Sorry that I couldn't find your Kung Fu Panda!

4) Finah for wearing a red shirt and making me determined to try to chase after you ahead and in the process make me learn faster.

5) Mr Ikan a.k.a. Blubber for ~~not~~ teaching me Physics. Somehow I kept thinking of Inertia and having to lower my Centre of Gravity and Work Done bla bla.

6) Tyra Banks for creating that theme song to America's Next Top Model (or at least 'singing' "Wanna be on top?" and "Ne ne ne ne... Top top top") It became the background song in my head for the first part of cycling. (don't ask me why. haha) And having a rhythm does help.

7) Muse for creating Supermassive Black Hole. It was the second song. Lyrics like "Ooh Baby don't you know I suffer?/Ooh Baby can you hear me moan?" sure can pump some adrenaline.

And after dripping with sweat and having a few bruises, what better way to rejuvenate than to have dinner at Swensens with dear family and relatives. But by then I was like conked out and on the brink of dozing off.

And tomorrow, I'll be going to the zoo again! But sadly we will reach the place only after two in the afternoon. And we will not arrive at the Rainforest Kidsworld on time which means I will not get to touch Candy, this gorgeous white horse who loves me! And it will rain a few minutes after we reached Mandai. But at least the animals will be more lively this time round. And we will get to see Inuka the Polar Bear catch a fish! (How do I know all this? Well, I "messed" with time)

2008-12-24T18:14:00.013+08:00

I for one, liked Twilight. I've never read the book (and probably never will) so I guess it was more exciting that way? I mean you wouldn't know the storyline and all so everything was fresher. Maybe the reason why the movie works for me (no, its not Robert Pattinson) is because there is a part of me that had always wanted to be a vampire! I mean, sure Werewolves are cool (as depicted by American culture) but vampires are way cooler! (as depicted by American culture too, wouldn't know about the real one, if they existed) Also, it was like a battle of the Blue Steel where each vampire tried to out-fierce each other (Mama Tyra would be proud!). And sure there were a few draggy moments but some parts were way cool. Specially like the baseball scene! And I think Robert did quite a good job of concealing his accent cause initially I couldn't tell he was British! Adopting a fake accent is easy but concealing it, not really. But I think, this has got to be the only vampire movie where there were no fangs. I mean, c'mon! Where did the scene of shiny, sharp fangs dripping with blood go to? Oh well... And oh the guy who played Emmett Cullen was in the With Love commercial. Just saying...

My favourite scene. Look at the blood... Way cool!

Thats Kellan Lutz on the left a.k.a Emmett Cullen

Man, I should have known he was a vampire when he started doing THAT!

2008-11-30T19:56:00.011+08:00

I am 0.5 of a shade darker than before!
(at least that's what i want to believe)

The unofficial Red Camp outing was yesterday. They said to meet at Harbourfront latest by 10.00 a.m. and so we did and we got our tickets for the monorail early. But ended up staying at Vivo all the way until 12.50 p.m. Mind you the sun was already burnin' up burnin' up on everyone but me baby (somehow, my skin is resistant to Ultraviolet Light) We weren't inside the building but was exposed to the outdoors. Got into groups and ours was Okto (lame name... my idea though XD) Played whacko for a while. Reached Sentosa at 1.10 p.m. and only managed to play this find-random-strangers-whose-name's-first-letter-might-collectively-spell-SILOSO game and Captain's Ball. Then Saiful and your's truly angkat kaki at 2++ p.m. Met me family at Swensens' Junction 8 to have a 6-days'-late birthday dinner for mummy! After which was "shopping" (didn't get any material goods though... yes i am materialistic) Got home around 10 p.m. It was obviously tiring and I almost drooled in my bus during the afternoon. But as usual it was a? *hears people screaming "Fun!"* Yes it was a fun day.
(P.S. my attempt at being Matthew)

Anyway below is a picture taken at Zouk by Denise
(whom i seriously doubt reads this blog)
Okay I know I need to vary my expressions in pictures. But until I learn to do that...

This is what you get! :)

2008-11-26T19:34:00.003+08:00

(just cause i want to make it seem that my life isn't boring)

On Monday, AKFFSSS went to the Esplanade! For the first time I actually got into a concert hall there. But I gotta say that I was abit disapointed. Maybe was expecting too much (considering that it took $6 million to make) And seriously the seat were kind of too far away from the stage. What a waste of space man. And they should really learn to chill. I mean yeah the place is for "high class" people but doesn't mean you have to be so uptight about everything. We can enter or leave the place only during intermissions (that means if someone was dying, he had better hoped that the Phantom Of The Opera is short) And we couldn't bring food or drinks in (they checked your bags like in airports) And no photography allowed (with or without flash) And no handphones to be used (even if you're just SMS-ing cause they blocked the network). Hurr. Other than that the performance was okay. It was abit boring initially but picked up after Tanjung Katung Secondary School's band performed (Mama Mia! Here I go again. My, my, how can I resist you?) After it ended, AKFFSS was supposed to meet S but we got lost and only found her after some time. We were supposed to eat but they had to go home by that time :(

On Tuesday, was supposed to meet Saiful at Bishan MRT by 1.10 p.m. But the awesome and givalicious (guy version of a diva) me woke up at 1 p.m. Using my awesome super powers, I rushed at the speed of radio waves and took the bus instead, reaching Zouk only 10 mins later than the rest (not bad huh? :) There were a lot of Red Campers over there and a few Andersonians. Basically just sat around and watched the skit done by Singapore Poly along with a few television personalities like the CNA guy, the Indian guy from Calefare, Irene Ang and Tan Kheng Hua. Was a bit boring and a few guys wanted to go to an underage party at St James instead but didn't. After the whole skit ended it was time for the dance floor, again (i think i might somehow have gotten hooked to this... noooo!!!) But this time there weren't that many people and the dance floor was also kind of small. But it was alright.

2008-11-22T23:18:00.019+08:00

And we go BOOM dynamite
And we go *makes red indian noise*
BOOM Dynamite

And we go OH MY GOD!
And we go O-O-O-O-O-O-O-O
OH MY GOD!

Woah. Red Camp was unbelieveably fun. So many cheers. So many enthusiastic people. And the food was awesome. And it was free! (and this is where i publish a normal post like other people)

DAY I
I came later than the other Andersonians. Got separated for the Engineering thing but it was okay cause my team won movie tickets! Awesome. But by lunch we got together and oh they gave us KFC. And then Baracudas performed and yeah it was somewhat painfully loud that I had to move to the back. After that was CCA Xperience (okay this was somewhat boring) First was to set up a skit with one main character.

Ours was Kung Fu panda.

Next was the dance (this was the awesomest among the three). We did a short routine but it was tiring okay! Legs got cramped after a while and my shoes were oh so friction-ful. Then we had the lamest para-para activity (part of the HSM2 franchise).

Then all Red Campers gathered for a game which the Ninjas won.

DAY II
The Apaches went to the Media & Humanities.

We made a panda origami

and watched a puppet show about dyslexia.

Then for Film & Media we had a hilarious Indian Mat for a tour guide. Watched a short video and then watched some people do a silent skit (Tysha was one of them) We then went to the TV section to get

behind the scenes of how live News goes.

Up next was spaghetti from Breeks and brownies for lunch. The brownies was (awesome). XD Then we went to Life & Health Sciences.

We managed to save a dying Mr Brown (??)!!

And we learned how to poke veins (or is it arteries?) to feed in liquid for patients.

And I kissed a baby (take that Katy Perry!).

And watched a fake man give birth.

And learned about premature babies.

After which Red Campers gathered at the Convention Centre to learn the mass dance which was actually fun to do. Then we had "Indonesian Cusine" which I can't remember what it consist of.

DAY III
Went for IT & Digital Media. This was actually the most boring. Took two SubTribe photos professionally. Then watched a video about frogs which refused to die but died in the end anyway. After that went around looking at posters and whatnot. And then went to solat Jumaat at Darussalam. Man were we freaking early. Spent 50 mins alongside the other guys doing nothing. And the lights couldn't stop flickering until I had a headache and was like "God why does it refuse to stop flickering?" (the answer to which i figured out later during hop night) After that went back and had pizza, chicken and a super chewy garlic bread all from Breeks. Then Red Campers gathered again to do the mass dance and our respective tribe cheers! Go APACHES! We the drama mama Dreamgirls ok! Don't mess with us or we go "Scueeze me!" XD So yeah no one tribe won so each tribe had a title. Then we got into the Singapore Books Of Records for the whole "Freeze" thing! Awesome. After which was dinner with Japanese food consisting of unagi (??), prawn, chicken and this weird asam. And then pretty much did nothing except a few pictures while waiting to go inside the Convention Centre for Hop Nite. When we got in, I was like, woah. Man the sound system was so awesome! I could feel my insides vibrate cause of the sound. When we entered Baracudas were performing. Then they had this group called Dua (??) which consisted of five people. Haha Jojo had the moves to rival Nicole Sherzinger I tell you. Too bad he's a he. And then was this group of breakdancers with awesome moves. Then Andrew Chow from Zouk came and we partied!! Seriously lah it was way awesome. Even the real Zouk with Singapore Poly couldn't match up. So yeah danced with a few strangers and kept on the move after a while. Awesome lah. I felt so, happy and free!

Apaches' Mascot, BIG Hairy Bear!

(and oh, pictures are courtesy of Tysha)

2008-11-17T18:30:00.001+08:00

Prom!!! Haha. So yeah it was at Mariott Hotel. Reached there later than planned (somehow, i will ALWAYS arrive late irregardless of how hard i try to not be) It was, err, different to see everyone so, different. But I gotta say the more dramatic transformations were the girls. Now I can finally tell the difference between professinally done hair and not! XD So after forever we were allowed in and I love the whole lighting. The cakes were awesome! I love love the brownies. And all the while they had a show for the prom kings and queens. After it all ended, it was time for the dance floor. Was pretty small though and I only danced to 'Low'. Haha. They had to stop it cause Anna lost her stuff. Went back home by cab around 12++ a.m. with Saiful (the taxi fare amounted to $22.50 -.-"). And yeah picture time! (after "stealing" and begging people to send me pictures)

2008-11-16T14:30:00.000+08:00

007 weird things/habits/little known facts about me

1: I believe that an ipod or something is stuck in my head. Cause songs just get stucked in it. For example:

Stranger : Eh boy, what time is it?
Zac: What time is it? It's summer time blah nla

2: I procrastinate alot, only cause I would have to rush later. And I secretly love the rush cause its simply thrilling.

3: I like the awkwardness girls have when wearing high heels. Its just the way they try to balance when walking in heels.

4: When I was young I would feel sad whenever everyone goes to sleep. Maybe its the darkness and the silence that sets in the mood. I'm more of a noise and bright-light kind of person.

5: I really suck at remembering dates and names. This is why in Sec 3 I chose triple science over having to take History (and i got neither phew). And I remember taking 6 months to remember the names of people in my class

6: When it comes to eating, I have moods. I can be really hungry but still not have any desire for food. And I can be full but still wanting to eat (and this, sadly, rarely happens)

7: I might just be a photographer one day! :)

2008-11-15T20:58:00.005+08:00

Who is your favorite band/artist?
: [sarcastic]hmmm... a hard question...[/sarcastic]

How is your day going?
: pretty well i guess :) slept alot... shoo eyebags!

What were you doing at 3:00pm?
: fighting... against eyebags! (a.k.a sleeping)

Have any siblings?
: one elder sister (her link's at the link section)

What movie did you last see?
: Madagascar 2!! nice nice (like moto-moto)

What kind of phone service do you use?
: Singtel

Do you have a favorite pair of shoes?
: yeah this black one that reminds me of cushions

What is your favorite breakfast meal?
: big breakfast from McDonalds... seriously!

Would you rather be at the beach or be in the snow?
: snow... just cause I haven't been there

Do you like anyone?
: I don't hate people without a reason... so yeah I like everyone ~~else~~

Are they older or younger?
: when you like everyone ~~else~~, it would be that some are older while others younger

Have any nicknames?
: Filhad... ~~Ulfah~~ Tysh tried to come up with another one but it didn't catch on

Would you rather eat or sleep?
: sleep... just cause it burns calories

Do you like long car rides?
: noooooooooooooooooooo

Wanna go for a walk?
: yeah... like to walk in parks

Favorite colors?
: none really. but i hate orange and grey. grey especially

Rain or sunshine?
: sunshine!! can't stand cold well

What is your favorite drink?
: bandung right now XD

Plans for the weekend?
: cousins coming to my house

Ever been out of the state?
: Singapore ain't got a state

Out of the country?
: Malaysia and Indonesia only

Ever met anyone famous?
: not famous famous... but i suppose

Who is the best band to see in concert?
: haven't been to concerts

How much money do you have on you?
: right now, on me, zero

Next concert you will attend?
: probably Hilary Duff... Lol. I wanted to go to Kanye's

What is your favorite dessert?
: cakes! but somehow I'm not a fan of Swensen's ice-cream cake

Anything exciting happening soon?
: prom!!! zomg zomg... I might be taking prom preparations too seriously but I feel like as if I'm preparing for a wedding... seriously!!

Text or call?
: text... always

Are you a morning person?
: more of a night bat... sounds like a title of a lame independant movie. The Night Bat Versus Sunshine Goodness

Sunrise or Sunset?
: sunrise... i know, contradictory

What do you like to watch on tv?
: i have the ability to find almost everything on tv interesting... even *gasp* Hannah Montana

When is your birthday?
: 29 August... and people owe me prezzie

How old are you?
: sweet 6teen

Ever been drunk?
: nope... closest I've been to alcohols is in perfume and hair wax

What is the most recent thing you have smoked?
: smoked turkey maybe... and maybe those ashes during ghost month (don't mean halloween. talking about the chinese one)

What kind of pancakes do you like?
: one with melted butter and chocolate/caramel!

What elementry school did you attend?
: Guangyang Primary. Heard of it? Nope? Yeah i know...

How tall are you?
: 1.745 metre... quite short for a guy!!

What kind of car do you drive?
: a modified one with loudspeakers and awesome lighting

Do you own a pair of boots with the fur?
: nah... but I'm searching for white apple-bottomed jeans

2008-11-15T17:02:00.011+08:00

"I would like to congratulate all of you because you guys are the batch that managed to receive the lowest MSG in Anderson's history! Congratulations! The average MSG is an astounding 8.6 and in fact the highest L1R5 this year is an all-time low of 15..."

Or at least that was what happened in my dreams. Rawr. Hope things turns out awesome but I'm still prepared for the worst. Anywhooo...

O'levels is freaking over!!

I don't have to keep staring at that piece of paper anymore!! And oh the "6" is my row number and I have it because I sit at the freaking first column. Way at the front. Guess I don't mind though cause it's actually quite fun. I mean you can observe the invigilators. There's this outcasted invigilator. And then there's this guy who is really really trying so hard to talk with this two other female invigilator. It was like a drama involving in front of my eyes. That, or my mind is super duper dramatic and imaginative. And am I the only one who thinks that the person-in-charge-whose-name-we-do-not-know looks like a female version of Mr Ang?? Like seriously imagine Mr Ang wearing contact lens, a dress and a wig and you would have someone looking like her.

However the curtain does not fall yet. Nooo... Cause there's still prom!! :) By the way does prom really stand for promenade? Or is it promeganate? ~~Or promiscuous!!~~ Lame... Haha. Ok so I didn't get that awesome Zara shirt. But I got four equally awesome Calvin Klein shirt!! Calvin Klein. Ck. Man it feels nice to say the brand. Calvin Klein!! Kk. And all four for $80 instead of err $600+?? (if you were to follow the price tags) I love you Club 21! Awesome awesome sale. Gonna wait for its awesome sale in 2010 hopefully...

And oh I swear I hate shopping centres now. Am so tired of going in shops after shops and going zoom zoom at clothes and going out to yet another shop. Not going shopping for awhile. Nope. Noooo... (oh Punk Star at Ang Mo Kio Hub sells nice t-shirts!!) Enough about shopping ~~centres~~.

I want a With Love...Hilary Duff perfume. Or Wrapped With Love. Yes yes those are for girls but reviewers says that guys can wear it too! Don't care. Got rare Cocobolo Wood okay (don't know what that is but it sounds manly) But to get the perfume must go like Japan or something. Sigh. But I won't mind a big bottle of Davidoff. Or Salvatore Ferragamo. Or that perfume that Patrick Dempsey is doing... ~~Okay this post is officially too gay to be continued.~~ Oops cannot say that later Hilary angry... :(

2008-11-08T13:22:00.002+08:00

so we spent 8 hours walking
(excluding eating time and praying)
and went to alot of places
from VivoCity to Bugis
to Plaza Singapura to random buildings in Orchard
found Saiful's jacket
but was told I couldn't buy mind
am still pissed

2008-11-06T17:34:00.005+08:00

Holiday

I remember summers, you and me lasting forever
Holidays come and we'd never, never ever be apart
I remember spending, all of my time, every minute
The two of us we had our own rhythm, intune with
The beat of my heart

Now in the summer (I miss you)
And in the winter (I miss you)
It don't matter (what I do)
Since you went away, since you went away
Now in the summer (I miss you)
And in the winter (I miss you)
It don't matter what I do
It don't matter what I say
You left it

You took a holiday from us
Took a trip and left your love
If your heart weren't down forever
You should have told me where it was
You took a holiday from me
I guess you needed to be free
Would have loved you with no measure
And now you got me asking
Where (where did you go huh? where did you go huh?)
Where (where did you go huh? where did you go huh?) did you go?
(where did you go huh?) Where did my heart go?
You took a holiday

Where (where did you go huh? where did you go huh?)
Where (where did you go huh? where did you go huh?) did you go?
(where did you go huh?) Why did you leave?
This ain't no holiday for me

Walking, watching you leave there's no talking
Back on my own it's so shocking
Guess forever was just a dream
I think we could have made it
But our history now is fading
My image of the future is changing
And baby damn that thing called destiny,
Got the best of me

If I could take a step back, make it turn out different
I would hide those bags, and I'd tear that ticket
Never thought you and me would be done in a minute
Now I'm making new plans and you're just not in it
Where did you go?

To what extent does Social Studies bore you? (-13 m)

2008-11-03T16:00:00.001+08:00

To what extent does Social Studies bore people? ( -13m)

Certainly, as the statement suggest, Social Studies is a bore. However, it cannot be solely blamed for boring people as there are other factors such as Additional Maths and Physics.

Social Studies involves the study of the perfect system of the Singapore government. The year when the subject was first introduced is unknown, but judging by the eager government to "tame" young Singaporeans' minds, it must have began immediately when Singapore gained independance, that is in 1965. When studying Social Studies, students are forced to remember historical facts where other countries have failed because of an incompetent government. They are then told of a better alternative, that is the way of the Singapore government. Social Studies bore people specifically because students are required to memorise two entire textbooks. The aim of this is to etch the ~~worthless propagandas~~ information in students' minds.

However. the significant of Social Studies should not be overexagerated as there are other factors to blame.

Additional Maths was started because some people got bored and decided, "Hey, u know i dun tink ive done enuff maths. Lets do smmore!! Woohoo!" Thanks to Additional Maths though, students are prepared if a guy asks "If that street bisects this street at a 45 degree angle, find x." Also, when cooking we can "use mensuration to figure out the total surface area of a saucepan". We can also determine if the "corner of our table has an angle's sine of 0.866" or otherwise. However, maths bore people because it is so freaking difficult. Failing it over and over again is just plain sucky.

Physics, or also commonly called Physicks, is the study of how to use Maths in real life. For example, using the equation v=fλ, we can calculate the wavelength of radio waves so that we can adjust our satellite dishes to receive the signal as efficiently as possible. However, Physics is boring because it is a freaking lie! The tests and prelims were so easy yet the O'levels' paper was so effing difficult. Garh people hate Physics.

In the final anaylsis, I think that people should make their own conclusions because whenever I try to write conclusions I don't get any marks so whatever!

2008-10-09T21:31:00.002+08:00

Dear Tysh:

I don't really know how to tell you this, but you're a pervert. I think I realized it when I saw the shrunken head in your camping car and I saw you carve your initials into my avocado plant. I'm sure you're cowardly enough to understand how boring you are. I'm returning the pictures from LA to you, but I'll keep your neighbour Martin as a memory. You should also know that I never will forget Eggplant-fetishism .

In pain,
=FiL.HaD="

2008-09-04T00:44:00.010+08:00

~Happy Fasting Muslim People!~

Countdowns :)

26 more days to Hari Raya Aidilfitri!

46 more days to start of 'O' Levels

78 more days to end of 'O' Levels

83 more days to Prom Night

2008-08-29T23:59:00.008+08:00

(this shall be a normal blog post)

Happy Birthday, FADHIL!! (that would be, ME)

Ok, today was awesome! Teacher's day celebration was somehow more fun than previous years! I love the superman theme! I guess concerts this year have been rocking! So it was my birthday today! (nope, i can't stop exclamation-ing)

And yes I have forgotten how to blog. Thus I do not know what to say. (and errr, this is getting awkward...)

So whatever. I shall list today chronologically.

1) Rushed to school thinking that I would be late. Turned out, was 45 minutes early. Met people who were 105 minutes early. (loser... ^_^)

2) Went to canteen to get green tea as was having a slight fever. Was given chocolate and cards!! (yes, very awkward...) But thank you, AFFS (hah! this doesnt sound vulgar)

3) Flag-raising! Then ACES day, which was so unchoreographed. But still fun to do. Apples next, which was sourrrrr.

4) Hall! Teachers' day celebration! Fun fun!! Lotssa singing and dancing... Superman! Nice.

5) Waited for people at porch. Bored. Waiting...

6) Mesjid! Solat jumaat. Khutbah. Dua rakaat of solat. Lol.

7) AFKSU took Mass Rapit Transport to Causeway Point. Atiqah and Ulfah gossiping about me and Saiful. Hmmh...

8) Seoul Garden. Full seh. Told to wait.

9) Went around Causeway Point searching for seats. Ended up squatting at the Bangaladeshi-place at the underground area. (actually, this is just behind the MRT)

10) Got the call that we can enter Seoul Garden at 3. Paid $15 bucks myself. (remember, you people owe me prezzies XD ) Lol.

11) Grilled chicken, meat and boiled prawns. Fun fun! Except for the hot oil that sprayed everywhere. Ate alot. Moved on to ice-cream. Could eat no more.

12) Met up with AAS near the Playstation 2 booth. AKSU played some racing game.

13) Ulfah went home. The real Amirawr went home. Khairi went home.

14) AAFSS walked around and stopped. Went in and out of shops. Gained some leg muscles I swear from all the pit-stops at prominent walkway. Lol. Must apply for bustering license then can get paid for standing so much!

15) Atiqah's family got to Causeway Point. Met her sister who thought that me and Saiful were _ _ _ _ (i'll admit, that was nice!) Haha.

16) AFSS stood near the MRT entrance and talked about stuff. Then saw Nazira! Who couldn't recognise me at first. But she did after that.

17) AS went home. FS went to Timezone cause wanted to play a game. But realised we needed a card so didn't.

18) FS took MRT and went home.

That was kindda long list. Lol. To sum it up, Friday the 29th was awesome! Ok, should focus more on mugging for the other half of prelims and O's! And oh, am searching for prom outfit! K lah. Shall not post until after O's are over and done with, which is like, in one month and 2 weeks' time. Byes.

2008-08-22T22:05:00.006+08:00

1.The person who tagged you is:
- Ulfahzatul Tysha Binte Sherzaman S92XXXXXI

2.Your relationship with her is:
- Little brother. In a retarded manner cause she's younger

3. Your five impressions of her:
- Whatever. Fierce. Feline. Bitchy. Not-ugly (cause i refuse to praise u)

4. The most memorable thing she has done for you:
- When (if) she actually lug 45 kg of weight to school for my birthday!!

5. The most memorable thing she said to you:
- Omg Fadhil! You look so hot in celak! (not kidding!! she DID say it...)

6. If she becomes your lover, you will:
- Probably waste $60/hour with my psychiatrist

7. If she becomes your lover, thing she has to improve on will be:
- Oh you have no idea... I'll start writing the list soon

8. If she becomes your enemy, you will:
- go up to her and ask her what right does she have to hate me (no one should hate me lor)

9. If she becomes your enemy, the reason will be:
- probably cause she thinks (i stress on the word "thinks") that I'm too kaypoh

10. What you want to do for her the most:
- Help her make her decision as to what birthday prezzie to give me

11. Your overall impression of her :
- Retarded. Just kidding. She's a nice human being

12. How you think people around you will feel about you?:
- Weirdo? Self-centred? Narcissistic?

13. The characteristics you love about yourself:
- Lol. I have a nice handwriting for a guy?

14. On the contrary, the characteristics you hate about yourself are:
- That I can't focus! I digress too much... And am too random at times.

15. The most ideal person you want to be:
- The guy I see in the mirror... Awwww

16. The people that care about and like you, say something to them:
- You like me? Who doesnt? (kidding) Thanks for being there... Appreciate it loads... Muacks (LOL)

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17. List 8 people and answer the questions accordingly

#1 Aliya
#2 Mariah Crazy
#3 Amirawr
#4 Ulfah
#5 Saiful
#6 Khairi
#7 Syafinah
#8 Hilary Duff!!

18. Who is no.6 having a relationship with? (Khairi)
-*cough cough* hmmm... *rolls eyes and stop at south*

19. Is no.3 male or female? (Amirawr)
- Should be, female? (kidding) She IS female. (duh, see the "she"?)

20. Is no.7 and 6 together? (Syafinah and Khairi)
- ROFL! I am so loving this quiz...

21. What is no.2 studying? (Mariah Crazy)
- She studies? Didn't she drop out of kindergarten "school" like, 30 years ago?

22. When was the last time you had a chat with no. 3? (Amirawr)
- Hmm... Either 12 or 13 August in the library when she was playing with a calculator

23. What kind of band does no.8 like? (Hilary Duff)
- Not sure... I know she hates Good Charlotte though! LOL

24. Does no. 1 have any siblings? (Aliya)
- Nope... She wants to have one though, I think

25. Will you woo no.3? (Amirawr)
- Ermm... Ermmm... In my mind, she is already taken so... (yes i have vivid imaginations)

26. How about no.7? (Syafinah)
- Ermmmmm... Lets refer to qns above and infer from it (Amy Ang, proud of me yet?)

27. Is no.4 single? (Ulfah)
- Shall not answer in case she goes all silent and suddenly screams "APER LAH?!!" XD

28. What is the surname of no. 5? (Saiful)
- Noor Mohd. Yes, his dad IS a full pledge male though there's a Noor in his name

29. What is the hobby of no.4? (Ulfah)
- her far-ther send herr money, forr dansing lessauns, sing-ing lessauns. he wants forr her to be big sucses. he tells her, ulfah rulesz (ripped off war inc)

30. Does no.5 and 8 get along well? (Saiful and Hilary Duff)
- Duh. Hilary is so awesome like that

31. Where is no.2 studying at? (Mariah Crazy)
- Probably in the arms of Nick Cannons (for now). Aww

32. Say something casual about no.1. (Aliya)
- Something casual. (lame) Heh she's born one day after me! (not really but still...)

33. Have you tried developing feelings for no.8? (Hilary Duff)
- Omg you have no idea!

34. Where does no.1 live? (Aliya)
- Woodlands. There, said with so much gusto and determination

35. What colours does no 5 like? (Saiful)
- Erm.. Green!! and ergh... green?

36. Are no.4 and no.1 best friends? (Ulfah and Aliya)
- In a way I suppose

37. Does no.7 like no.2? (Syafinah and Mariah Crazy)
- Oh come on! Why would she?

38. How did you get to know no.2? (Mariah Crazy)
- Probably after she started shrieking like crazy

39. Does no.1 have any pets? (Aliya)
- I think so. A cat! (everyone has cats... Hmm)

40. Is no.7 the sexiest person? (Syafinah)
- Erhhh... She don't think she is. But in a way... She's so hot even alloys like Solder would melt. (LOL Pickup line tak menjadi)

41. What do you think no.4 is doing right now? (Ulfah)
- Helping her aunts make kuihs. probably shaking her hips later like Shakira

2008-08-11T14:44:00.002+08:00

To : The #@&%! loser who stole my shoes

From : This guy who hopes that your feet swell

Message : Dear sir, I am heartened to know that you think so highly of my white-but-dirty-its-almost-grey school shoes. It appeases me to think that you would particularly choose my shoe among the other ten shoes. However, there is a problem. The problem is that the shoe is MINE considering that MY father bought it for ME. Furthermore sir, you have already stole my other shoe previously and thus I would appreciate if you could just stick to that one. Thanks to you I had to spend an evening scrubbing the dirt out of my old one. I know that you would not read this (if you do, it's time to call the police!) but all I want to say is that, may your feet swell to the size of a baboon's butt.

Your's truly,
(pretend-this-is-signature)

2008-06-22T02:04:00.002+08:00

I should do what every sane Sec 4s should do. I am closing my blog, for now. Until I've got my life sorted out. I swear to not waste anymore time online on stuffs (e.g. Neopets, Facebook, Movies). If I don't, may... well, may this com be infested with Worms and Trojans!! Nyeahaha. Till then, adieu. Sobs

2008-06-21T22:18:00.005+08:00

World. I have unravelled a revolutionary fact. I have supreme POWER. Yes, its true. All this while when I've been watching Heroes, I thought to myself, "Wouldn't it be awesome if I could self-regenerate like Claire, or fly like Nathan, or absorb every power like Peter?" Well, now I can stand alongside these people. For my power, is that I can let time slip through my fingers like water!! *triumphant music*

"OMG" "WTH" See, that was my second power. I single-handedly predicted that you were gonna say that!! *triumphant music, again* I know right. How amazing is that.

"School is gonna start next week" Yeah, using my second power, I can predict the future!! Let me narrow it down to Monday. During flag raising, there will be... a hair check!! And first lesson for 4/3 would be... GEOGRAPHY!! And after school there will be... CA2!! Woah. 3 predictions already. Heh.

this goes out to the teachers : i am so sorry that we i did not complete all my homework in due time. please forgive me for this ~~totally obvious~~ unseen event

2008-06-04T02:37:00.004+08:00

Scrap the previous post. I've done it!! I've finally realised the access to perfect grades for my GCE O's!! Wanna know how?? Huh do ya? Do ya wanna know?? Well actually I've used this method in primary school. I guess I forgot about it. So here goes:

Step 1 : Actually use COMB to do my hair. That way, all my hair will be in one direction and flat. This ensures a cohesive learning. Furthermore, the absence of hair products will do good to the already dying scalp

Step 2 : Stop caring about PIMPLES. Think of them as stepping stones for you to crush and make a mark a.k.a scar

Step 3 : Stop wearing EYELINER. Obviously all those black Kohl will get into your cornea, acting as a lubricant to dislocate your eyeballs thus preventing proper connection to the brain.

Step 4 : Wear those PANTS up high babeh! That way your hands are actually free from having to hold em' up and you can actually use your hands to, say, start writing

Step 5 : Stop talking. This is the most essential step. Doing this will ensure that there will be less knowledge-loss and "brain-drain"

There you have it. Five steps to scoring perfect grades. Remember, practice makes perfect. So do these steps daily and repeatedly.

2008-06-04T02:09:00.005+08:00

don't hate me for this
I don't know why but I can seriously find some similarity between War Inc. and Fahrenheit 451 and even The Simpsons. I mean think about it. F451 talks about how the community is under "communism" and so does War Inc. The Simpsons makes lame but impactful jokes that delivers a message, and so does War Inc. Hell I would love to give a long review of the movie like Khai would, but I'm just too lazy. Just watch the movie! So moving on...

Today was a waste of time. Like the past four days have been wastes of time. Didn't do a single homework. A read through of the Organic Chemistry topics were all that I managed. I don't know. Time just hates me so much it wanna run off. Damn am I THAT hideous? Rawr

I guess if you think about it, it is freaky. Like six months from now, we're all going to be in Poly/JC/ITE. Heh. To think a few years back I've been ranting bout how much I hated this school. And now well...I can imagine prom night already. Gosh that'll be weird. Seing everybody in like gowns and tuxedos. *shivers* o.0

Other than Yonica Babyyeah putting a scorpion down her pants, I really have nothing to rant about. Well I'll update next time, probably to share my secret on how I managed to complete my revision plus do all my homework. *wishing*

2008-05-14T21:32:00.005+08:00

Ulfah asked me to. =]

1) At what age do you wish to get married? : 25 i think...
2) Who is more important to you? Friends or Girlfriends? : Friends. Girlfriends are so, girly
3) Who is the person you trust most? : No idea. Just know that it's not me
4) Do you think you have enough confidence? : I don't know why but when I listen to music i get this sensational amount of confidence
5) If you can have a dream come true, what would it be? : To be a kid again!!
6) Do you believe in seeing a rainbow after the rain? : I've seen them like, 6 times my entire life
7) What is your goal for this year? : 6 A1's for O-levels (yeah right)
8) Do you believe in eternity love? : Not... exactly
9) Have you broken someone's heart that she tried to commit sucide? : Nope
10) What feeling do you love most? : Untroubled
11) What are the requirements that you wish from your other half? : We have to be comfortable with each other
12) What if you saw your girlfriend on a date with another guy? : B***hslap the dumb outta her
13) Do you cherish every single friendship of yours? : Yep yep. Everyone made a difference
14) What do you think is the most important thing in your life? : Religion
15) Describe the person who tagged you in 5 words: Ulfah is like, this girl...
16) What have you done to please yourself? : Err, do crunches?
17) If time were to rewind , when would you want it to be? : When I was so young I didn't even know me
18) Do you love yourself? : Yes
19) What do you wish for now? : To exercise, don't feel so unfit, get at least a B4 for all returning SA1 scripts
20) In what manner would you want to die? : In the most peaceful one, during my sleep

2008-04-20T12:47:00.003+08:00

escapade \ˈes-kə-ˌpād\
: a usually adventurous action that runs counter to approved or conventional conduct (derived from French, action of escaping (escapada), from escapar to escape to Vulgar Latin excappare )

so speech day was a bore. i mean the performances weren't bad but... let's just say it was named SPEECH day for a reason. plus the tie was choky as usual. (haha i need to stop complaining XD) so after that thing ended, we decided to go escapade-ing. yepp. not escaping, not esplanade-ing, but (^ refer above). so our "non-approved conduct" was going to Clarke Quay to be by the river and going home at 11.30 p.m. while knowing that we have to wake up at 6 a.m. tomorrow for our SA1 Higher Malay paper. that, plus taking bad quality photos. XD yeah we pretty much lepak-ed. walked by the pubs and watched them have fun (a.k.a sipping beer while standing at tables), stalked two guys in guy clothes but not acting so guy-ishly (they hold hands throughout and kissed) and ate MacDonalds stuff by the serene part of the river.

took the wrong type of bus home which went the extra mile for me. well at least the paper was alright i guess. aside from 2 hentam-ed peribahasa, i think i can pass. Xd

aim : be 65 kg by June 2008

2008-04-12T00:37:00.002+08:00

i FAILED my NAPFA 2.4 km run!!
what's new huh?
but it's ok i'm still brimming with optimism XD
the mask will stay >:
there's always the re-run!
you will stay...
re-runs are fun cause there's less people watching
here we go again

i think i have forgotten how to blog, really

~~Ctrl + A~~

2008-04-09T17:16:00.003+08:00

Fine. So I screwed you.

I took your measurements wrongly.

And then panicked when you didn't react

But you could have been nicer right??

~~stupid Chemistry SPA~~

So Intoxicated it's Good Haha... What do you feel when...

You read this post??? Incomprehensible??

I think NOT! XD

2008-02-14T20:45:00.003+08:00

Hello. Happy V-day people!! ~~that is V for Vendetta~~ Lol. Sorry for the long absence.

Sec 4 life = nuisance
(nuisance)^2 = Sec 16 Life
Sec 4 life = [(nuisance)^2]^1/2

Anyway in view of the few hours of "V's" left, I shall post these quotes which every single guy should have used today.

"Are you a kleptomaniac? Then why is it that you keep stealing my heart?"

"Sit down. You must be really tired after walking through my mind all day long"

"I have only three months to live. .."

"I'm sorry, were you talking to me? No? Well then, please start."

"Hey I'm looking for treasure. Can I look around your chest? "

"Hi, I just wanted to give you the satisfaction of turning me down; go ahead say no."

"So, you're a girl huh?"

I'm sorry if you didn't laugh. Lol. And I'm sorry for the lameness. By the way, the first was created by your's truly... *ehem ehem* And the second was used on Hilary Duff... (no, it wasn't me). Anyway thank you to all who gave me stuff!! I feel like a scrooge not giving back. Maybe some other time? Mayn muhabbat aap. Spread the love people. You may fall from the sky, you may fall from a tree, but the best way to fall... is in love with me. XD

2007-12-29T03:52:00.001+08:00

Hi, how are you feeling today? Oh, nt gd. i feel ;(. And may I ask why? i'm nt sure. Prob coz of da fact dat schl is a mere 4 days away. Ah, that. Everyone's feeling it you know? Yea bt still. O'lvl looms nearer. Hmwk still nt done. Nt dat i din try...

"a thousand miles seems pretty far

but they've got planes and trains and cars

i'd walk to you if i had no other way

our friends would all make fun of us

but we'd just laugh along because

we know that none of them have felt this way"

My resolution for 2008 is to be able to sing this song and feel happy. Hmm. Looked through my playlist and realised that most of the songs are in the genre of "Say Goodbye", "I Just Don't Love You No More" and "Crushcrushcrush". Sigh.

[sarcasm]Yipee. My beloved and dearly missed 4/3[/sarcasm] will be on the same floor as 4/1 and 4/2!! [sarcasm]I'm so happy!![/sarcasm] More comparisons cometh our way. Add to that the Amaths Mastery test on 8 Jan!! Woots. Fail that and bye bye AMaths.

*sorry for this very boring post. and thank you khai for the sarcasm code.

2007-12-04T00:44:00.000+08:00

Did you know that Jesse James got shot in the head while pretending to adjust a hung picture frame?

Did you know that Michael Jackson claimed he didn't bleach his skin? He blamed it on vitiligo.

Did you know that Taufik Batisah is the first Singapore artiste to endorse for Swatch, and that his Wikipedia page is way longer than Sylvester's + Olinda's + Daphne's put together?

Did you know that Paul Twohill has recently released a new single?

Did you know that Ashlee Simpson's Outta My Head (Ay Ya Ya) is produced by Timbaland?

Did you know that Hilary Duff's Gypsy Woman featured an excerpt from Winston Churchill's "This Was Their Finest Hour" speech?

Did you know that I know that you know that I don't know what i'm talking about?

Chicken went to ride on a Soul Train. There's where he saw a sign that said "Odio eso te quiero". Just as Chicken was about to encode it, he heard a voice saying "if u bothered to read this..u just wasted ur time..lol..sorry im bored.." Chicken ignored the voice, thinking to himself "the world's a rollar coaster &i'm not strapped in". After a while, Chicken felt quite thirsty and wished he had some CHILLI!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!. Oh boy, Wishes do come true...But sometimes for the worst.... The weird guy sitting next to him offered him some. But it was so spicy that Chicken started to flap his wings. But Chicken, being a chicken, could not fly and he fell, and Hu knew such a small fall cn cause u so much pain? Chicken felt seriously embarrassed, and expected the guy to laugh or maybe start a -Pillow fights or something. Instead, the guy just sat there, possibly thinking "haiz so many hmwk!!!". That was when Chicken realised that The KEY to SUCCEEDING in a RELATIONSHIP is not FINDING the RIGHT PERSON; it's LEARNING to LOVE the PERSON U FOUND=) ~~(Offline)~~
~~And yes it doesn't make sense, but it probably would on MSN's Window Messenger Display Name~~ :)

2007-11-09T16:28:00.000+08:00

I'LL ADMIT TO SOMETHING.
I HAVE NOTHING TO BLOG ABOUT.
{{ok that's kind of a lie considering that i have to blog about people not blogging, about how the holidays are going, about how easy geography can be if you actually study. and i still did not get the chance to rant about Hilary Duff, Britney Spears and Chris Crocker. plus i have yet to upload the ugly donald duck picture and still the 501th pokemon is not yet revealed (sorry bambaiz; pronounced bum-bah-eh). and on top of this list is the raya outing! i just don't know how to go about it (video podcast, still pictures, words, or video podcast...)}}
SIGH. LIFE GOES IN.

Note: This list is not meant to be exhaustive and may be extended as and when necessary. (gosh this phrase is everywhere, especially on your SPA Information Sheet)

2007-10-23T21:00:00.000+08:00

"Such a long way back,

from this place where we are at.

When I think of all the time

I've wasted I could cry..."

Diamond. You might think it's nice. It shines, it gleams in the sunlight. Girls want it. Guys hate to pay for it. Its pasted on your wedding ring, your wedding gown. Some are even chosen as heirloom passed down generations. Yet, have you ever thought, what its like to be a diamond?

Hmph. Yeap, as most could guess, I am a diamond. A diamond just 2 L1R5 points short of being a black diamond. Such an unfortunate event. To those non andersonian, being a diamond in the A.S.S. is a bad thing. No, seriously. It means extra remedial, extra nagging, extra stress and extra everything. Okay, not everything. You do get less free time.

On a lighter note, the "last week of school" was fun (last day/week and school is an oxymoron). Took a picture with the ugliest Donald Duck ever. Wore clothes which satisfied my vanity for Be Yourself Day. Had Malay lessons while others were doing archery. Lugged books from the locker back home. Even Art Club's Hat Making Competition were a success. (considering there were 6 people who joined. I expected none)

You know maybe the reason why I'm always so sarcastic is because I'm hurt deep inside... NAH! Lols. Maybe if I can scan the picture with Donald then I'd post it here. And oh I really cannot wait for extra remedials during the holidays! Woohoo! Here comes the holiday-eating monster!

All work and no play makes Jack a person who gets eight distinctions.

I failed Geography and I asked myself, how can I now be a (fill in whatever occupation a person with good Geography grades can get, which is not very much, here).

Oh, and if you guys wait till I can get a scanner, maybe I'll even reveal the 501th Pokemon! (Clue: He was born at the crater of Mt. Krakatoa)

2007-09-29T00:10:00.000+08:00

P.S: Click on the second "Exclamation Mark" at the extreme top right to open the playlist and shut the music

i don't know why but this video scares me. the "hospital", armed militants running outside like its normal... and i hate that it plays with people's religion. grr. oh well, guess this is what a political satire is. and yeah, this is from War Inc.

2007-09-21T20:00:00.000+08:00

Watched Ratatouille today! Finally. It was nice, obviously (i mean, how many animation films actually gets a perfect score in some movie reviews?) But the hardest part of watching the movie, i must say, is watching Remy (the rat) and his fellow clan whip up all those cuisines when you're actually fasting!! Grr. The animation was absolutely superb! I actually think that the Linguini person (the "chef" Remy helped; Gusteau's son) looks like Shia LaBeouf and Anton Ego (food critic) kind of reminds me of Professor Snape.

By the way, i was cheated of my feelings. Sob sob... For those who went to Jubilee and saw the Eng Wah promotional posters which was something about "movies" and "$5.00". If you actually thought it meant all movies, it means time to get new specs! (that would mean me, khai and sai right?) lol. Otherwise, with your perfect 6/6 eyesight, you would have clearly seen the diminished "from" at the corner. =P

So instead, we went to Cathay which rocks man! It was kind of posh, kind of futuristic looking. And the most fun part is, there were very little people in the cinema! You feel like you own the place, and there was a less chance of inconsiderate handphone users and what not. And nope, i did not pay only five bucks, i paid eight, but it was worth it!

2007-09-16T01:11:00.000+08:00

Selamat berpuaser people! Somehow for the first three days, i didn't feel hungry, only thirsty. And the best part is, people can't say that i don't take proper meals. i'm starting to really get annoyed by that. Rawr!

End-of-year exams have started, well at least for us higher malay people. i screwed up BOTH karangan! (let me see what i can blame that on... Aha!) i was seriously demoralised after reading the sample karangan that cikgu gave way back in term one. i mean, who even knows the meaning of "hatta", "corong-corong", "menjulang", "pantulan", etc... furthurmore, i was kindda falling asleep. i mean, the air-con, the rain outside, the serenity... zzzz. and apparently i wasn't the only one so again the blame's not on me! :)

By the way, know about the earthquake in Indon? yeah, the tremor i felt. and the freaky part is that it happened exactly at maghrib on the first day of Ramadhan. Coincidence, i think not! Like, really pitiful the people living there. what made it worst is that it was a series of earthquakes. the magnitude went something like 7.9, 7.9, 8.0, 8.5, 6.5, 5.5 or something like that. i hope i got the digits wrong cause otherwise, woah, it says alot! Moving on...

I got my baju kurung already! A red and a green. Did you know that it is harder for a guy to find a nice baju kurung than it is for a girl. i took from abt 20:00 to 22:30 just to find one set of green baju kurung. i officially dislike shopping at geylang. very sian.

2007-08-14T17:59:00.000+08:00

my blog is kindda dead huh? muaha. lazy arh. plus homework is like, crazy. spend almost the entire four national days doing maths, chem and geog! zomg i'm like, so patriotic. nurturing my brain to the best of ability to lead the country as the third generation. phui. oh yah High School Musical Two is gonna come up soon. i'm like, wth. please, please please X infinity do not make another huge fuss about it like with the first one. gosh. after like a year, finally got to watch the first one and its like, totally OVERRATED! oh well, guess people's taste differ. i shall blog again sometime, i think. ~~and the post shall be about rainbows and butterflies and the blogskin shall be changed to something exhilarating.~~ i do not know why i just said that.

2007-07-24T20:53:00.000+08:00

Note: Minor Harry Potter and the Deathly Hallows spoiler

GREAT! Before I even managed to get the last book in the Harry Potter series, I've already managed to know that Harry Potter lives. He married Ginny, Ron married Hermione, and they have kids! =.= And the sad part is, He-Who-Must-Not-Be-Named died. (Man, why couldn't J.K. Rowling like, made him turn a new leaf or something?) I do want to buy the book, but I want the Scholastic version and I shall wait for the price to drop.

GREAT! I do so love Grand Theft Auto: San Andreas!! Wee... It has all that I love in video games. Simulation, racing, drama and action! I feel love for my Xbox again.

GREAT! Flag day is over. And after four hours, how much did I collect?? Eight bucks plus. Amazing. Hmm... Spent the first an hour and half on the TRIP to Changi Airport itself to supposedly meet the rich, generous tourists who would like donate ten bucks at one go. But... The place was quite empty. And I don't know why but we didn't even bother trying to collect. So went to collect at Geylang instead. Yep, went through the pasar loads of times. Generally, they donated ten cents each but yeah it's the thought that counts huh?

GREAT! Hilary Duff's Dignity is to be re-released in the CDVU+ format!! Yay! Hope it gets a new cover cause the current one is plain. Gorgeous, but plain, unlike its contents which I do so love.

2007-07-20T22:46:00.000+08:00

Nobody believes me when I tell them that you're out of your mind
Nobody belives me when I tell them there's so much you hide
You treat me like a queen when we go out
Wanna show everyone what our love's about
All wrapped up in me whenever there's a crowd
But when no one's around...

There's no kindness in your eyes
The way you look at me, it's just not right
I can tell what's going on this time
There's a stranger in my life
You're not the person that I once knew
Are you scared to let them know it's you
If they could only see you like I do
Then they would see a stranger too

Did I ever do anything that was this cruel to you
Did I ever make you wonder who was standing in the room
You made yourself look perfect in every way
So when this goes down, I'm the one who will be blamed
Your plan is working so you can just walk away,
Baby your secret's safe

There's no kindness in your eyes
The way you look at me, it's just not right
I can tell what's going on this time
There's a stranger in my life
You're not the person that I once knew
Are you scared to let them know it's you
If they could only see you like I do
Then they would see a stranger too

Such a long way back
From the place that we are at
When I think of all the time I've wasted
I could cry

There's no kindness in your eyes
The way you look at me, it's just not right
I can tell what's going on this time
There's a stranger in my life
You're not the person that I once knew
Are you scared to let them know it's you
If they could only see you like I do
Then they would see a stranger too

Stranger, Hilary Duff

2007-06-27T20:36:00.000+08:00

Ya Allah! Sungguh menggerunkan memikirkan senario yang mungkin berlaku pabilaku mengambil Peperiksaan Bahasa Melayu Gce O'Level esok. Bukan sahaja giliranku yang terakhir tetapi giliranku betul-betul selepas Saiful. Ini mungkin memudaratkanku kerana pada tahun lalu, Saiful lah yang terbaik manakala aku yang terburuk (ya, lebih teruk daripada Khaliq). Mungkin pemeriksa terasa terlalu terbangingnya perbezaan antara mutu perbicaraan kami sehingga mereka memberiku markah yang lebih rendah daripada apa yang aku layak. Hmm, mungkin aku tidak patut terlalu bimbang. Cikgu telah mengatakan semasa sesi pelatihan bahawa perbualanku megandungi isi-isi yang tinggi pemikirannya. Mungkin apa yang perlu aku lakukan ialah bertenang dan "bersahaja" kerana inilah salah satu kriteria dalam pemarkahan.

Oh yah, lagu yang sedang dimainkan ini bertajuk "Dignity" atau harga diri dalam bahasa Melayu.

2007-06-19T15:53:00.000+08:00

Sian. The holidays are ending real soon! It's creepy thinking about the piles of homework which I have not done. I have a real problem sleeping before three in the morning but the holidays are oh-so-boring. Hmm... But at least i got a new phone! Nokia 5700 my love. Twist, twist and twist. Muahaha. Oh by the way i found the video below. Really funny. x)

Hilary Duff's Stranger

2007-05-31T22:03:00.000+08:00

Everybody... This is it. Hilary Duff's new video Stranger. Shut up. Watch it first. (And watch it with no biasness please). Then feel the rush of excitement as you watch her evolve from all those years. i so want a Nokia 6300. x) (man today is so unreal)

2007-05-17T17:07:00.000+08:00

My phone is totally an intellectually-psycho inanimate thing... Freako larh! One moment its alive and full in battery. Then at the next moment its dead and refuses to repower until i refeed it with electricity. Like how am i going to step out of the house with confidence when the device that might be the only communication tool i have for a certain time refuses to cooperate with me?! *breathes* Sigh. Sony Ericsson sucks man. Anyway last Thursday it rained real heavy... Like really real heavy... And when the rain stopped i just felt like taking photos... And when i reached home i decided to manipulate them abit... And now i feel like posting these pictures... And so i do. (P.S. See below... XD)

Last week to ultimate freedom!!

2007-05-17T17:04:00.000+08:00

I was reading through people's blog and i feel so lucky cause i don't take History! Xd Literature rocked though the teacher is totally nowhere near that "r" word... At least we didn't have to memorise 'bout Hitler and 'Versaillies' or something... That plus the fact that the Literature text was funny (not entirely true but i laughed at the 'Sundal!' word Xb)

THE sad part came afterwards. I went home sure that i had put my Chem textbook in my bag, but nope. That was when the moment where i bragged about how "i'm going to pass my Chem by mugging for 3 days" slap me in the face. A case of situational irony (thank you 3-page literature notes). But I had MC. Should i use it? If i do I'd be spending Tuesday and Wednesday (its TWO freaking dayS!!) trying to mug from a few piles of pathetic Chem notes while others are like, plucking petals off a flower or something. So i decided, heck, scrap my MC.

So yeah as per normal rushed to school in a semi-conscious state (why do medicine syrups make people high?). Then it rained. Freak sia the wind just blew the rain everywhere and umbrellas became useless. It was dramatically depressing. Was wet although i walked under shelters (no i do not go emo in the rain). THE only thing that went alright was, surprisingly, the Chemistry paper. X) Thank you god.

People mug for exams?

2007-05-07T13:55:00.000+08:00

English was uncommendable... Malay was easy except for the vocabulary part. Physics was easy too, but only for the MCQ!! Don't think i can pass it... The ratio of me passing:failing is like 45:55. Social studies pains my thumb... Geography was a total letdown... almost all the questions were about what we learnt in term one... i could just kill myself for maths!!

To the nicest ah pek on earth

2007-05-03T22:50:00.000+08:00

it started out as per normal. i was exhausted and sleepy. raced against time to the bustop and prayed to god for the bus to come. it did and i heaved my heavy bag with me as i climb the three tiny steps at the entrance of the bus. then i stood at the place between the exit and the 'standing area'. saw this ahpek with his black trolley coming towards the exit and somehow everybody beside me was like anxious to give him way. i on the other hand had to SLOWLY give him way cause there was no other poles for me to hold on to. as i was SLOWLY backing away the bus was going to turn. then that nice ahpek who was clad in a blue t-shirt decided to go ballistic and purposely ram his trolley at my leg, hard. and yes as the bus turned i did lose my balance. and i admit i was shaken to have met someone so rude and impatient. like if he was rushing to alight or something i would understand. but nope. he had time to nag at me. some quotations would be "gua ala calap escuse me bukan?" and "lu malu tulun apa?". what's the point of asking all these if anyway you are gonna be so impatient to even hear the answer??

the world is going emo

2007-04-21T00:51:00.000+08:00

War Inc!!

2007-04-16T14:12:00.000+08:00

man this trailer is hilarious... don't know why but when i saw it i couldn't control my laughter especially at the end... its titled War Inc. btw duh... kay i'm just bored cause i didn't go to school today. i WAS sick even though i managed a KFC meal yesterday. just didn't feel like schooling today. so here i am at home alone. sigh. its raining again today and yesterday.

Art club day

2007-04-14T18:29:00.001+08:00

"the new chairman is Saiful. Saiful please stand up. the vice-chair is Lakshmi whose not here as she has to attend some Tamil seminar. Also, the assistant vice-chair is Teh Ying. "Whose that?""Oh. You have a 'teh' infront of your name?""

"the lightning risk have been extended till 5 p.m. for your own safety please stay indoors."

*don't cry to me if you lov...*click*"chairman angela here.today is the last day i'm on duty in the art club.thanks for all of ur support in this year. all the best for ur mid-year exam!! jia you!"

sorry...

2007-04-10T21:18:00.000+08:00

i'm sorry for being so blank when i'm supposed to be in the know. sorry for tearing tears of boredom when i'm supposed to be focused. i'm sorry for promoting Hilary Duff when others already have their favourites. sorry for watching Meet the Robinsons when I'm supposed to have watched Mr Bean. sorry for being so lame when i could have walked.

Morning workout song

2007-03-25T00:18:00.000+08:00

Hmm.... You know how during morning workout, i would not dance until this song plays? And I've been wondering what the lyrics says, care not about who sang it. And on the first morning workout session of the month did I know that the chorus screams "I JUST WANNA FLIRTTT!!" So I went to imeem cause someone said it has "everything"... And bam! PCD sang it. Lyk wad the hell!! its so - unPCDish.

dedicated post to a genie

2007-03-22T20:13:00.000+08:00

"if you wanna be with me,
baby there's a price to pay.
i'm a genie in the bottle
you gotta rub me the right way..."

walao. is this what "Ms" Genie really want? payment and a rub on her bloated belly? like what the hell sia... she's always in school but somehow when it comes to lesson time she'll be missing. she's the most irresponsible person seh... even I am more responsible (cheh bah) x) sigh...

Sec three camp 07'!!

2007-03-19T20:29:00.000+08:00

Listen
Listen to the soft
scribblings of the calculating mind.
For if I did not write
I would scream
and that would be much harder to define.
That is what I'm about after all.
The struggle to wrench from impossible depths
and hold it, truth, burning before me,held just long enough
to trace its vague and changing outline
quick before it's gone.

I have no subject but myself
- what a desolate prospect -
with nothing but the occasional revelation
then nothing but the echos return.
I could pause and pray for help,
a guidance in my wanderings
or pace again the room, this page, again, again
- I might have done better with the scream -

David Loffman

was searching for poems for my literature file and found this. think this is one of the best so far. anyway school started again today. i was almost late for school, sucked at captain's ball, stoned during chem and maths, got more homeworks, got chinese and played pool... and was in cow-land half of the time... probably the side effects of sec 3 camp which rocked! i think i now know more names of the different airlines then ever before... ahaz... and now another side effect... i'm stuffing myself bloated. kay actually i'm just trying to gain weight. even the barber says i'm too "kudut"... lol. i shall use this energy taken to exercise later... byees...

Distinction for malay

2007-03-06T20:30:00.000+08:00

Kay i just wanna say this... I GOT AN A2 FOR MALAY! haha... well at least i think i did... is 71 an A2? hmm... most likely... and most unexpected! my first A for malay in three years... so proud of myself... and i thought my malay was rotting... muahaha... kay maybe i'm just paranoid... hmm... i think i'm too thin... or maybe i'm just suffering from an anti-bulimia disease... nah i'm not... i'm fine! yay for malay!!!!

cross a country with a movie

2007-03-02T21:10:00.000+08:00

cross country! bishan park! for the first time in my life i was the one giving directions instead of asking. kool. learnt something today. NEVER run with a blocked nose. cause while running right, i could not feel my heart beat in my head. as in usually you could feel your heart beating fast when you run but i couldn't! but obviously it was beating else i would not still be here. that plus the normal high when running, made me feel like i was dead. as in seriously! i felt like floating and stuff and had to ask people to slap or pinch me. thanks guys.

anyways managed to finish within 40 mins like duh. but didn't listen to the prize giving. cause don't give a damn about my class.

after that went to khai's house. he needed to change and stuff. we went to watch a movie after that. k i love that movie. "Just Follow Law"! thought the use of arrows was clever. and it is fun watching them poke fun at the way the country is run. (muahaha... shh...) plus it widens your vocabulary! just ask khairi

wrong term for survey

2007-02-21T22:47:00.000+08:00

Yes, i'm second to rip this 'survey' from Khai's blog. Nyehaha.

To cheer myself up : Behind This Hazel Eyes - Kelly Clarkson (Uh huh? If being emo is being cheered up, then this is song is perfect...)

The story of my life is: London Bridge - Fergie (Err... This bridge refers to the bridge between... mmm)

Somewhere in my wedding vows, I will include: Just So You Know - Jesse McCartney (Yeah, this would make sense...)

My ultimate song for dancing is: Maneater - Nelly Furtado (not really. but danceable)

This song describes my grandparents: Irreplaceable - Beyonce (aha... TRUE!)

Will I ever have kids? Rock Steady - All Saints(YOU! Don't think dirty...)

My innermost desire is: Something About You - Jamelia (Yeah... my innermost desire is you. question is, who's you...)

At my funeral they'll play: Crazy In Love - Beyonce (So at my funeral everyone goes crazy?)

Right now, I feel: Come Clean - Hilary Duff (I hold no secrets... not now)

Happiness is: Rooftops - Lost Prophets (Yeah! Like jumping down would be cool, isnt't it?)

What I did last night was: Toxic - Britney Spears (Nope, don't remember toxicating anyone...)

If I got lost on a desert island, I would yell: Chasing Cars - Snow Patrol (ooh.)

At my wedding they'll play: That Girl - Frankie J (that girl would be perfect, would she be?...)

My family is described by the song: Shut Up - Black Eyed Peas (hmm. me and my sister might give you that look...)

I'll have a good day if I can just hear: Irresistable - Jessica Simpson (antique song...)

My friends see me as: Play With Fire - Hilary Duff (you do? I'm the most, err, not-daredevil person...)

When I'm drunk I say: Love Me or Hate Me - Lady Sovereign (this song is drunk itself...)

My make-out song is: I'm Not Missing You - Stacie Orrico (WOW! and the girl would be so touched!)

My message to the world has always been: Call Me When You're Sober - Evanescence (yes... as always... remember me only at the last of minutes)

This song will be playing when I meet the love of my life: When You Gonna Give It Up To Me - Sean Paul (tsk tsk tsk. rushing a girl is not good....)

Behind my back, my friends think I'm: Patience - Take That (i know! a quality i possess...)

My day will be like: Diary Of Jane - Breaking Benjamin (cool! call that Jane cause i wanna know what happens tomorrow...)

If I reached the top of Mount Everest, what I would scream: Fall To Pieces - Avril Lavigne (obvious!)

My birth was like: And Then We Kiss - Britney Spears (-.-")

My alter-ego is: Someone's Watching Over Me - Hilary Duff (So my alter-ego watches over me. How intriguing...)

Thursday...

2007-02-15T17:18:00.000+08:00

Today is a Thursday. Thursday is the day when a guy from a class in level 2 has diarrhoea and scent the whole toilet with a smell oh so grotesque. Thursday is also the day when Ms Genie is absent from school and a whole hour is spent watching the clock tick. I do not look forward to Thursdays anymore...

2007-02-14T20:13:00.000+08:00

Happy February the 14th! Nyeahehe... Today is the day we commemorate 14 Days after the end of January. Hehe. Watched Romeo and Juliet during literature... Romeo o Romeo, where art thou Romeo... Then the embracement...and lust. Juliet was so "come with me to do it..." diao.

During malay we were given time to write a composition... And I got tired halfway through... As in emotionally drained and mentally blocked. The compo was the type where you have to continue the story. And it starts with "Aku benar-benar tidak faham dengan sikapnya. Sekejap setuju, kemudian termenung dan mendiam diri..." or something like that. Mine was about an indecisive girlfriend! Yay.

This post is superr lame and super weird cause its super not emo where i have to be emo or else I'd be contradicting the 13855 occasions where I am called emo... Yay... And oh Christina looks hot too in the video Tell Me... (P.S. See below...)

2007-02-08T17:52:00.000+08:00

Hilary Duff just looks so hot! if i had a girl i would personally fly to canada to buy the fragrance for her as a valentine's gift... i liked this video from her the most... and the whole video was supposed to premiere today but i can't find it! gasps... nevermind... sabar...

2007-02-04T21:03:00.000+08:00

Yes, its official... I'm using a log10=lg phone... hrmm... shall get used to it. liking it actually... yearp that was all i wanted say...

2007-02-02T20:42:00.000+08:00

you were there
when i needed you most.
In those times
when no one stood by me
you cheered me up.
you filled my life with music.
and made my dull life technicolor.
dear nokia 6230i.
hope you're happy with your new owner...
though you will always be remembered.
and your loss is greatly regretted.

2007-01-19T22:27:00.000+08:00

I'd never thought that I would say this, but yeah I am sad ODAC is actually sortta forced to close down. Sigh. Now I am once again in a dilemma as to what to join. ODAC was like my answer for Sec 1 CCA open house and now its like I have to do it all over again. Wait, I've used too many like and again in this post... hmm.

2007-01-19T22:21:00.000+08:00

Note to self :

1) Watch Miss Potter (1st Feb)
2) Watch Epic Movie (15 Feb)
3) Watch Foodfight

2007-01-17T18:18:00.000+08:00

sorry for being emo today. i was tired. sorry. i have nothing to be depressed about... life's great, school's fun... though not madrasah but... i'll live with it... yeah...

cinnamon's nice to eat with pizza... try it... don't worry i don't have exquisite taste so you'll probably think its nice too... lol...

i must practice writing poetry... cause my literature class needs me to do so... and i did know that william shakesphere was, erm, deep but i did not know that he was that deep...

i have homework to do... loads actually... they are getting to me... whatever... i shall quit whining... and resort to moaning...

(*abstracted from "Through the Eyes of My Clone" by F.i.L.h.A.d.)

2007-01-14T19:47:00.000+08:00

Woah! 2nd week of school and information are being thrown at you and you're like supposed to catch it and store it in some compartment in your brain or else it's your own problem. in other words...

*hyperventilates
argh!
*breathes
gulp

and of course with power comes great responsibility and so with knowledge comes great-ER homework... -.-'' i missed the time when i get to watch spider-man.

it was cca open house on saturday. and the ~~best~~ part was that i wasn't even there! not that i didn't want to be there. cause you know being in the most active, fun and cool cca that i am in, my presence would have been redundant. so i spent the day roting at home and telling my conscience that it was ok for me "to put to tomorrow what you can do today". lol. so the mad rush against time continues and here i go! *zooms past

2007-01-10T17:14:00.000+08:00

1. Are you a chinese or an english freako?- i'm a malay...
2. If time gonna stop , what will you probably do?- totally freak out n go 2 slp hoping it didn't
3. Do you prefer a playPOOL or a playGROUND?- playpool sounds fun...
4. Do you prefer gossiping aound or being gossiped about? err... hmm.. if u're gossiped abt hw wld u noe?
5. Do you prefer simple or complicated? if u talk maths, definitely simple... bt life, simple is boring
6. Do you tackle numbers or alphabets better? abcs..
7. What makes you pissed? almost anithing frm being forced to being asked to make decisions...
8. How's your childhood? long... depressing, sad, happy, waking up, awake
9. Do you have inspiration or perspiration? i always thought they come together
10. Do you think 24 hours is too short or just ok?- a little too short...
11. Would you judge someone by it's appearance? definitely...not. evrybody greys
12. What attracts your eyes? hilary duff! lol. kidding. handphones? anything nice
13. Do you prefer day or night? day... night is so solemn
14. Do you treasure things that you own or insatisfied desire? i treasure what i haf... but sometyms u juz cant help wanting more
15. If the computer hangs, with long document not save , what will you do? shut it down, dismantle the cpu, throw the hard disc out the window
16. Do you believe in miracles? yeah... if u wan it bad enough
17. Do you get tensed forgetting the past or trying to do so? dude, thats lyk part of ur life. y throw it away?
18. In you mind what colours are there? black. red.
19. Have you pitied those who are a real pity and shed tears for them? yes... it makes me feel real lucky after camparing my life with theirs
20. Describe yourself in attitude. ... (read the dots)
21. Do you suddenly lose a grasp of hope to survive? Not ryt now thanks for the concern...
22. Give three advantages in living. socialising, education, moral...
23. What's your ambition in life? to be 100% me
24. Do you believe in horoscopes? sorry, but nah...
25. Descibe music in your life. it is company, an anti-depressant and something that might make me depressed
26. Which country would you go if you have the money? raffles hotel in singapore... haha i hate travelling geez!
27. What do you think blogging is about? diary
28. What kind of style are you trying to get hold of? err... forgive me 4 saying this. emo
29. When you fail a test what will you do? i'll frown then slap myself then smile

2007-01-07T19:51:00.000+08:00

hrz. its only the first week of school and we already have homework. its getting tough. even malay is hard damnit. but on the plus side school is not as depressing as it usually would. 3/3 is dominated mostly by ex-2/5 and 2/2 ppl. diao. how i managed to get my name roped in with theirs, i don't know. and i sit blardy infront next to a PRC gal. boring liao. nevermind hope it will somehow change. went for odac on the first week of school arh. haha. that is lyk a MAJOR improvement. lol. and i just found out that i hate hatehate hatehatehistory.

2007-01-02T14:20:00.000+08:00

Sigh. School is starting tomorrow. No more late night sleep, no more xbox, no more sims, no more tv, more of homework, long-nose-hair... Sigh. And i'm in 3/3. so... nevermind, i'll live with it. hope the people are nice cause i'll be nervous tomorrow. *breathes

2006-12-30T00:08:00.001+08:00

Justin Timberlake - What Goes Around Comes Around
Hey girl, is he everything you wanted in a man?
You know I gave you the world
You had me in the palm of your hand
So why your love went away
I just can't seem to understand
Thought it was me and you babe
Me and you until the end
But I guess I was wrong

Don't want to think about it
Don't want to talk about it
I'm just so sick about it
Can't believe it's ending this way
Just so confused about it
Feeling the blues about it
I just can't do without ya
Tell me is this fair?

Is this the way it's really going down?
Is this how we say goodbye?
Should've known better when you came around
That you were gonna make me cry
It's breaking my heart to watch you run around
'Cause I know that you're living a lie
That's okay baby 'cause in time you will find...

What goes around, goes around, goes around
Comes all the way back around
What goes around, goes around, goes around
Comes all the way back around
What goes around, goes around, goes around
Comes all the way back around
What goes around, goes around, goes around
Comes all the way back around

Now girl, I remember everything that you claimed
You said that you were moving on now
And maybe I should do the same
Funny thing about that isI was ready to give you my name
Thought it was me and you, babe
And now, it's all just a shame
And I guess I was wrong

2006-12-21T17:22:00.000+08:00

hrrm... the holidays are ending real fast. i didn't even get to bungee jump yet! (not that i want to) watched open season which was as fun as it was boring. perhaps it was the air-con but i could almost have fallen asleep.

also watched death note which is devilishly clever. heh did not know that could have came up from an anime. after watching the show, i support Kira! huaha. like the part when he used the death note in the bag of potato chips to avert suspicions. lol.

also watched saw III. it was what else, gory and bloody... which makes it nice to watch. specially when opening the skull of this stupid old man who wants to play a game with everyone. huaha. but the ending was sad. the gal was stupid too. why fall in love with someone who just kidnapped and tried to kill you? stupid stupid. k so now you know what to do. watch some movies! bye

2006-12-04T23:00:00.000+08:00

Heys... Created new blogskin. Finally... After like, 2 hours of finding pictures and 9 hours of editing and stuff, its done! haha. this blogskin is like planned inside my head from the first time i created a blogskin bt it never happened. so now dat it did, YEAH! hahak. and listen to the song ice box by omarion. now i mean now! i can like imagine a whole ballet by a guy dancing with full emotions to this song man. hahak. all inspired by step up and so you think you can dance. lol. dis is wad loooong periods of particularly nothing to do does to u. and oh. i just found the list of people in C2 and it suxs! grr... ~~samuel grace~~ some malay girls from 2/2 and some other ppl i dunno. haha. sad sak! haiz. k ah gtg. bye

2006-11-24T22:50:00.000+08:00

Hey ammar slept over at our house on Sunday... it wasn't planned you know. so yeah. had a first time experience of bathing a baby and to put on his diapers for him. hahak. and to put him to sleep was no easy feat you know. that baby is ever hyper. and on Thursday watched Step Up again. hahak. this time i wasn't cheap-skate and actually pain real SGD to watch it at the movies with khairi, aliya, ulfah, thiviyah, hidayah, fion, ganesh, danny, prakash, daryl, ranjini and puay ying... there i didn't miss anyone out rite? hahak... ~~though most of them were from school. oops. haha. i forgot lah about that carnival.~~ so yeah the movie rocked lyk i said before... and ooh i'm so "~~sorry~~" if i destroyed ur sad emotions to cry. hahak. rite. so now i have fever again. o_O"

2006-11-18T22:24:00.000+08:00

heys... this holiday seems to be lyk the best... hahak. well for one it wasn't that boring... watched flushed away... which was cute n funny... also watched the devil wears prada and step up, for free... found it at this website here. Step up was so nice... love the dancing n the romance. hahas. n oh yeah da rayer outing was great. but quite tiring... niwaes i shall make another nice blogskin to compete wif khairi's... hahak. adieus then.

2006-11-07T18:47:00.000+08:00

yesterday i had fever and diarrhoea. so tiring you noe. my head felt like it was punched frm all corners. my stomache hurts n i woke up almost every hour to go to the toilet. bt yeah to day my fever ish gone. oni da diarrhoea still there. n the doctor gave me two types of medicine. one of them is charcoal. and the other one is a mixture that contains magnesium carbonate and sodium bicarbonate. wad? do they wanna burn ppl or stuff. weird.

haha. btw the results for the sec 2 streaming is out. i got C2. meaning other than the other compulsory subs, i got physics, geog, ss and lit elect. yay. i managed to steer free of hist. yay!

2006-10-25T15:57:00.000+08:00

Hi, Selamat hari rayer! Long time didn't post cause the modem was confiscated. sigh. but finally rayer... after all those sleeping at 4 a.m. for 3 days straight to bake kuih and clean house. and also now can eat as per normal. double yays! haha. got a total of $101 from the first day. yesterday we all wore white except for mum. lol. then today got back our results. yeah. my napfa i got 19 points, one more point short of silver... suay larh. and i got E8 for both maths and chinese. dang. and i found out that i am 24th in class and 175th in the sec 2 cohort. which means they are gonna ignore my choice to get into the class i want and it means i am just gonna be thrown into any remaining class. the full results for term 4 are as follows:

Eng - 66 (B3)
Malay - 62 (B4)
Maths - 27 (F9)
Sci - 55 (C5)
Geog - 61 (B4)
Hist - 56 (C5)
Lit - 66 (B3)
H.E. - 52 (C6)
Art - 50 (C6)
CSP - 42 (E8)

sigs... but nevermind cause Ronin came to our school! Woots! totally unexpected. the lead singer was damn cool. wished i could sing like him. heh. and i used to think that he dyed his hair white and wore thick make-up but nah, he is just an albino. lol. and i realised in a band no other guy can steal the attention from the lead singer. haha. but their guitars were cool... i wanna electric guitar!! kdk. (ketawa dengan kuat) kay arhk, chiaoz.

some pictures x) :

2006-10-14T01:52:00.000+08:00

heyys... this past days is quite boring larh... everydae i sleep so long... but still lost 4 kg... i dun wanna lose weight larh... sigh, wad to do... the walking papan. one of the memorable times these days is the maggot incident... could you imagine... we bought so much stuff frm this gerai at the pasar malam in woodlands... then after i swallowed a piece of paru then we noticed got maggotS... and they were still very alive and wriggling from one end of the paru to the other. lyk wth lah. but for some reason i was nt dat freaked out n cld continue eating the ayam which the makcik put nxy to the paru. a true chicken lover! lol. i got my xbox bck... but at a price... irritating sucker. n oh did i mention that i fell sick some days ago... it started on fri nite and ended on tues. fever. plus i lost my voice... lyk that so suck coz wen i tok i sound lyk a choked chicken or smthg. hehe. n oh i baked a few pieces of chocolate cookies. lol. flavored with berries. haha. k ah gtg. byezz

2006-10-09T15:08:00.000+08:00

i have a dysfunctional blog :( most of the exams are over :) i'm gona fail most of them :( end of the school term is near :) 2/6 is gonna have to split up soon :(

2006-09-19T17:54:00.000+08:00

haloo. last fri aft skul got no odac. so happy. then went to seoul garden. eat lots2 of chicken, kerang, prawn, ice-cream and meat. ma0. then sat stayed at home do homework on sat. at sun terbangun lambat so tk pegi madr. yeeps! then aft dat went to ammar's hse. lol. then when time to go home he cried coz he dun wan me to leave. saaa. cute. ~~school~~ exam is starting again. but i'm slacking. i hate hiiiimmm. wen is he eva gonna leave??!! sucker lah. is my blogskin so disturbing meh? lol. shall change den...

2006-09-16T23:08:00.000+08:00

hrmm... today did mainly nuting much. woke up late at noon. watched tv the use the net. then study a lil bit. ok the purpose in me coming here is not really to blog just want to put this video. heh. its really cool. an evident that taking fragments from something whole really can convey a totally different meaning. watch it. harry potter and hermione was dating then he was unfaithful alot of times.

2006-09-14T23:00:00.000+08:00

yo! shall post a short one here. after csp went back to class then wrote 40 different names for rohotito. then one by one everyone went out of the class and left me and fion only. then the class nxt to the whiteboard wall kept banging the wall. then after i carried my beg about to go home then fion called me back in. the horror!! a hanging speaker. *gasps* so at first we decided to just ran home. then we thought like isn't that like irresponsible? so we dwelled on whether to report or not. then aft like half an hour after calling ms lee and ms yeo for some reason, we went to report. then when asking whose name to put i said fion but she sabo me then she write my name. then when we go out we found out that madu already reported it. chh. waste of time. but i bet long-haired-nose is bound to see the three paper on his desk including abt a lost fone which involves 2/6 too. yay!

2006-09-13T19:24:00.000+08:00

that fateful friday... at first in the morning while trying to angkat my cup of coffee, i spilled the whole thing over onto my white, ironed pants. blummer. then after school that long-nose-haired "major" went to scold me just because i wore the shirt with jeans. i mean what is your problem lah. nak pegi mesjid pe. then after solat i found out that i lost my wallet. had to go to kfc to try to communicate with the aunties who could not even understand english. sigh. luckily got the hrmm... guess what? an xbox finally! yay. ok maybe i didn't buy it. but my sister bought it for me as my birthday present. lol. so fun. currently playing beyond good and evil. a complicated and leceh game but fun. bought it at sim lim. gonna play halo and gotham racing next. i know i'm slow but hey it's a start. yeah. and my com is kindda crazy so i'm just gonna post this before it crashes on me again.

2006-09-02T15:54:00.000+08:00

as promised, my results...

Eng - 66 (B3)
Malay - 70 (A2)
Maths - 64 (B4)
Sci - 55 (C5)
Geog - 59 (C5)
Hist - 65 (B3)
Lit - 59 (C5)
H.E. - 68 (B3)
Art - 61 (B4)
CSP - 50 (C6)

as you can see, all my grades are dropping. sigh. muz pull up socks man. damn. streaming here. anyway i dunno wad subjects to take nxt yr larh. -_- argh! my eyes tembel... again. damnit. n i haf sore throats. n i tink i'm running a temperature. sigh. y does dis haf to happen during da holidays??

2006-09-01T00:47:00.000+08:00

dude, today was so... i dunnno, weird? aces day workout is juz sucky lah. den went bck to class to change into my "smart" casual attire. blearh. then helped wif da setting up of the tables. went to hall. watch concert while listening to mp3. da guessing stuff was fun. n i lyk da guitar. i wan electric guitar. wen bck to cls so boring watch da teachs eat. should haf volunteered as servers. den at least can crowd ard da table. bt den har.. wen a teacher asked for "ser-viet" however u spell it, i was lyk blur. den someone take the square paper n i went tissue sae tissue lah. haiyo. played some songs. den realised that i dun hav any slow songs in my mp3 except for Unfaithful. den watched dem act out da play. so funny lah. den da mv. it was sweet, but kindda comical too.

den wen bck to gyps wif ~~grace~~. unbelievable yep. on da way played mp3 on her tigger which has two speakers on its legs. kewl huh? wen bck, woah da place was heavily decorated seh. kindda nice. saw some old ppl. weird. realie weird. dey havent change at all. still da same. den wen bck home coz cannot go up n mit da teachers until 1 o'clock. dun bother to wait.

hahak. tues was my bdae! got a squishy ball frm aliya. came in quite handy especially wen i was showing mi parents my result slip. was pressing and squishing da ball. but no comment frm dem. good. :) mum gave mii a bag and my skull watch! again yar i noe. it's nicer dis tym. n dad wanna buy mii shoe i tink and my sis wanna buy me ps2. hahak. so fun. den we ate da mint cake. dat was my first mint flavored cake. lol

weds was aliya's bdae. bought her winnie the pooh again. xcept dat on its belly got da tap light. a reminiscence of "slumber huggies". hahak. we all got ferrero rocher frm da bdae gal too.

some pics of my prezzies:

the second skull watch frm mum

wallet frm paksu

squishy ball frm aliya

beg frm ibu

another beg too frm paksu

lol. so fun. i shall also typ in my results some other tym. bt nt nw coz its so dark n my sis is asleep rite behind me. lols. chiao

2006-08-27T21:48:00.000+08:00

hehk. skipped school on thursday. then friday was quite a nice day except for the starting which was a bit slow due to my sleepiness. _-_ after solat watched the ATC performed their play "Am I". Gotta say, it's quite a nice play to watch. my personal favourite part was the "www.life.blogspot.com" part. hehk. with the black choir right beside me, it was like total surround system when they said that. quite touching and bought me some realization.

then ODAC played captain's ball with the blue monkey. aiyah he action alot only. like to pass damn low but i play high how to pass like that? blocked some goals but by the end of it my kaki punyer kulit peeled off abit. sakit seh when place minyak kuning. psst.

saturday went to causeway point to take back my phone! finally... the waited moments. also bought that certain someone's present. lol. then slept at one even though got early madrasah the day after cause spent the time to create the decoration for madrasah punyer signboard. sigh. i don't want to be the monitor lah. so leceh.

2006-08-18T21:48:00.000+08:00

One week since my last mourning on the ousting of rahimah rahim. wak wak. *toking crap. today, during p.e. i played da worst captain ball in my whole life. i mean nt dat i was bad dat kind of ting. bt da wholed game turned into a gangfight lah. even i shouted lyk wad. dunno lah. first come da stupid comments. den da unfair playing. then bryan went cuckoo. den da whole spirit of playing wasnt der. so to counter dat, ZH ran ard pretending to be superman. den some ppl tried to do indian dance to distract me frm defending da ball, which dey managed to. *fumes...

den recess. da nasi ayam damn nt so nice lah. da chicken was nice. bt da rice was lyk.... so i just ate da two ayam. n spent my $2 coupon on dat. wad waste. then odac went to mcritchie. hrmm, fauzi was... *spastic?* acted lyk some 5 yr old guy i swear. hahk. i completed da 4.8 km plus-a-bit-more-since-we-went-da-wrong-way run in 37 mins. abt 6 mins slower den my cross country run. bt ok ah since its lyk been a month since i last ran coz nd to study. no dat it did any gd. coz all my grades went down. even ganesh beat me. damnit.

huahahaha. my blogkin rox. XD just an opinion of mine. with which if u dun agree, just try to agree anyway.

2006-08-11T18:19:00.000+08:00

Rahima Rahim is out! No way! Damn it. She should have sung kelly clarkson or something lah. See lah wad lindsay lohan does to you. Sigh. Now singapore idol will be quite boring to watch. Today we played captain's ball during p.e. damn fun man. then during english we took our literature test. i wrote craps of sentences lah. the questions were so undefined. and my mind was in no mood to define it. then during malay was karangan test. i did the dialogue as usual. then she told us the marks for our show and tell. siak seh mine was the lowest. i got 21 out of 30 which was not bad but still..... then we ate bandito. i love bandito. i love zinger too but i love bandito more cause it contains more chicken. nyehehe. straight after that we went to solat. after the whole thing ended we patah balik to school to take geog test. chicken feet seh. the MCQ answer was "CBCB" *Chee Bai Chee Bai get it? nyeh. there were no ODAC today cause Ms Sek getting married! Woohoo... *dunno real or not ah. And tomorrow is Kak Fairus' bersanding or nikah day i dunno ah. but its the one where we send the hantaran. we made a heart-shaped "bakul" which will tear to pieces if carried by the handle. so basically that's it. untill next time, "that's all folks"

2006-08-10T15:12:00.000+08:00

Nyeh. Lotsa things happened. Shall talk bout those nearly passed. this week is more of a relaxing week. english, maths and science paper over. hrmm, out of which all i crapped. especially science. i totally just blew off 10 marks like that. I have no idea why but i'm in no mood to study these few days. Especially with tan TV as our maths teacher. speaking of which we met a tan TV junior on tues. going to East Coast Park for Cip with us. he's in sec 1. they totally look alike ah, with the same hairstyle. ~~Ooo, skali tu anak de seh. tak sangka muke innocent mcm tu.....~~

then after school went to J8. Damn there were too many people for comfort. Took neoprints which i looked sucky in. Then ate at Macs. Then go home. Then i think i slept. On wednesday went to yishun rumah ammar. took videos and pics of him and stuff. Then watch NDP on tv. Then the rest of it was damn boring like now and i feel dizzy. shall sleep again even though i just had 11 hours of sleep. Nitez

a WHOLE, whole full week...

2006-07-28T22:56:00.000+08:00

This week, is HECTIC!!! Man, i've been trying to my best of abilities to cope, but... You know i've been trying to sleep at 10 evry nite, bt evry tym i look at the watch it shows close to 10, den i try to do my hmwk asap so dat i can wrap da whole ting but evry single tym wen the hmwk of da dae is complete, its over 12. damnit. n bcoz of dat, i feel drowsy and in dreamland in school. high, u noe wad i mean. NAPFA was.... sad....

malay show n tell is just a freak. why cant we just stick to da damn old paper exams. Coz u noe, i dun hav a damn ting in my house dat is related to the malay culture. i dunno.... i juz dun....

lately i've been listening to lotssa trance music like get together by madonna and one word by kelly osbourne... i noe... which guys listen to dis rite?? hahak... my life, my control. tink da music is to suit my dreamland mood.

waaaa... i wan new maths teacher... i dun care i wan.......................

the leaves began to burn and no one spoke at all. but i can't seem to recall. when you gave me more...

2006-07-17T21:29:00.000+08:00

Today 2.4 km run not tiring... but i failed non the less! Argh... Y like dat... i alwaes fail by a few secs. this time... 30 secs... nevermind. this means dat i'll haf more tym to practise to get a C. aiming for goal. Yeah! :)

We haf soo many homewrk. Wad the hell lah... Extra holiday only one dae rite.Alamak. Burger arh. But at least we managed to complain to Mr Neo abt rambutan... Huahahak...

I love my box. Hehes, as in the box wer we kip da bks. n i tink my ustad is rite. Judgement dae is coming. for some reasons. Coz the lava smwer, tsunami in indon.

2006-07-14T23:05:00.000+08:00

I got top for Malay!! First time in a higher malay class i got highest.. yep3. but one more mark to get A1. Wasted sak. Juz now go solat jumaat the latest ever. we wen in oders went out. so we juz solat zohor.
My standing board jump suxs siak... by dat tiny 10 cm to get better. bt juz nw my leg seriously cramped up. till i fell to the ground seh. Den odac got do 2.4 km run somemore at YCK. Hey wait. i just realised ~~YCK = Yio Chu Kang = Yeo Chee Kong~~... Huhahak..

2006-07-13T20:38:00.000+08:00

Heyy... I just knew that 'Fil" actually means gajah in arab. so Filhad is? Gajah Had???
i really hate not having cable tv coz, yup, not only did i miss the world cup... but i wanna watch high school musical but cannot... Sian arh.
Juz nw Khairi's bandung flavoured yoghurt was quite nice... Though really weird.
Oh yah. The kari with the prata ayah bought tasted and smelled like minyak gamat. Really!
We cannot put our books on the table nimore coz Ms Lee thought of these "genius" ways to put all our books in a box and put them behind. So that is bad news coz i cannot sleep or play handphone in class anymore!!
Hrmm. Miss Sek called me homie. To complain lah. So tmrw must go ODAC. Sigh..
I really love the Miss Murder song but i cant really hear the lyrics. So here:

Hey Miss Murder can I?
Hey Miss Murder can I?
Make beauty stay if I
take my life?
whoa-oh-ohh

With just a look they shook
And heavens bowed before him.
Simply a look can break your heart.
The stars that pierce the sky;
He left them all behind.
We’re left to wonder why
He left us all behind.

Hey Miss Murder can I?
Hey Miss Murder can I?
Make beauty stay if I,take my life?
whoa-oh-ohh (ohh)

Dreams of his crash won’t pass
Or how they all adored him.
Beauty will last when spiraled down.
The stars that mystify
He left them all behind.
And how his children cry
He left us all behind.

Hey Miss Murder can I?
Hey Miss Murder can I?
Make beauty stay if I,take my life?
whoa-oh-ohh

What's the rift that twists within this furthest mystery?
I would gladly bet my life upon it.
At the cost of love your ray of light
Will fizzle out without hope.
When the empty sand just flowing through our empty skin,
And we're searching for what we were promised.
Reaching for the cold and rain we never let go,
They won't ever let us blow our filthy hands apart.

Hey Miss Murder can I?
Hey Miss Murder can I?
Make beauty stay if I,take my life?
whoa-oh-ohh

Hey Miss Murder can I?
Hey Miss Murder can I?
Make beauty stay if I,take my life?
whoa-oh-ohh

Heyy miss murder can hide...

2006-07-11T16:15:00.000+08:00

Heyy miss murder can hide... nice song lah. i hate maths!!!! That... that... sigh. Juz nw malay exam was ok. the peribahasa part easy lah. bt the comprehension part quite hard... n my nose is dripping. damn i hate that. n guess wad? My anxiety, paranoia, pessimistism is cuming back. Wth lah. Den juz nw accompanied khairi to da office to go home. Den da rest of da day was juz slow mo.....

Bentbackward rambuTAN

2006-07-05T17:16:00.000+08:00

Sitting at the back... is hot. Stupid small fan how to cool da whole place sey. Hrm. Now sitting near the geniuses of english. Oh yah. Maths.... ... is the lamest, most boring, time-wasting subject... ever. Da pict above is evidence. I'm gonna kill which ever examiner who passed him as a teacher. He would beat about the bush for what he's teaching. And spending 60 mins on a sum which we still dun understand at the end. If not for the maths txtbk, i will most prob fail maths dis term. Ms Yeo i miz u... Hahak.

2006-07-02T23:42:00.000+08:00

F
FU
F**K
CK
K

Damnit. Today's such a jinxed day. Enough that I had to wake up early at 6.45 a.m. on a Sunday morning, enough that I am going to this madrasah where the people might be aliens to me. Went there with a racing heartbeat knowing that I am going to be pulau-ed, but heyy, its not even gonna happen. Cause you know why, cause at first I was the only guy in that freaking class. Then, the two other guys came. God they know each other I swear, so I was totally ignored. Heck with that. Just have a bad feeling that i'm never gonna enjoy spending time there... ever.

2006-07-01T00:53:00.000+08:00

I want to go home. But nobody's home. There's where I lie. Broken inside. With no place to go. To dry my eyes. Broken inside...

Today. Life. Depressed. Wreakage. Whenever I reflect about my life, I feel so hollow. If not for the illusions I create inside my head probably it'll long ago be I have suicided. Sigh. Seems like life for me is for studies only. When other people's seem way better occupied. Perhaps I'm asking too much? Maybe this is the most god wants to give me.

So tired. Literally. P.E. ran three rounds around the school. Then during malay there was a fire drill. Got cooked. We all did. Think the effect could be the same should we have stayed in a fire then go to the parade square. Then I skipped ODAC. Hahak. Blue Monkey go away ah.

Weird skul...

2006-06-27T17:25:00.000+08:00

Heyy. School reopened. Its like entering a new year. No epebble, new timetable, new teachers. Our new form teacher is Ms Lee, another drama. Like 2/6 has not enough of that. New maths teacher who spends 60 mins on a single question. Waste of my life. I haven't even complete the June holidays homework. Hahak. What with history. One word - dead.

Quite tiring but awakening lah. Cant adjust back to sleeping early. *rolls red eyes* Hahak. And my phone... my new phone keeps blacking out!!! Grarr! Wen playing files the suddenly it'll black out and go to the standby mode. Then sometimes it'll say sim card rejected. If not when it seems ok, nothing happening, phone switched on, when others call - "The Singtel Mobile customer you have called is currently unavailable. Please, try again later." Retard seh.

2006-06-19T15:24:00.000+08:00

Woots! i now haf a new phone. Lalala. Nokia 6280. Black color, my fav color! So nicee... Hahak. nt surprising actualie. bt was supposedly to get it on the 9th of july. bt managed to persuade my mum to buy it last sat. hahak. i lurve u mummie. oh speaking of which.

Happie Father's Day Ayah

Sorie din get euu ani prezzie. wanted to buy euu dis pixar's cars stool. bt knew u wld complain of d price tag. so din buy it. hahak. aniwae sun went to johore. wif ammar! dat baby is damn heavy. wanted to go ard evrywer so i had to jaga him coz his mum and my mum sibok shopping. bt managed to get 2 t-shirts.

boringg...

2006-06-16T21:58:00.000+08:00

heyy. class bbq was quite fun. bt nt dat fun coz i didn't get to swim coz i forgot to bring extra full set of clothing. how silly. bt overall was nicee. i loved the sotong n the otak2. eddie was pro at cooking the satay seh. Hahak.
Wed ammar came to moi hse. getting very noti seh dat baby. bt he'll owaes be my pillow. :) den thurs we came to his hse. to set up the computer for which we intelligently and decisively took home. i had to carry it of course.

Todae quite a boring day. As usual go solat jumaat den go home alone coz ayah keje ptg. Den watch tv, eat choc. Dunno y i cant control my chocolate intake these daes. Den play wif com. the homwk are bugging me at the back of my mind. they do not seem to lessen with evry completion of a homewk seh. Sigh. student...