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when i walk with heads down
doesn't mean i'm emo

when i frown a lot
doesn't mean i'm depressed

just because i like gore
doesn't mean i'm gothic

i am who i feel i want to be

click on the "Not Emo!" to suit your mood.

Name : F.i.L.h.A.d.
Gender : Male
Height : 174.5 cm
Weight : 58 KG
School : Guangyang Pri
Anderson Sec
Class : 1605 2606 3307 4308
CCAs : Angklung ODAC Art Club


his wishlist

# pass both Maths
 # LIR5 to be less than 14
 # O Level Results
 # grow taller to 180cm
# get a fake tan
# whiten my teeth and align my jaw
# parfum/eau de parfum/eau de toilette
# a tight fitting white jeans (not skinnies)
# new shoes
# master the art of Blue Steel
# smile way more

It was 10:27 PM on a red Friday, January 19, 2007...

I'd never thought that I would say this, but yeah I am sad ODAC is actually sortta forced to close down. Sigh. Now I am once again in a dilemma as to what to join. ODAC was like my answer for Sec 1 CCA open house and now its like I have to do it all over again. Wait, I've used too many like and again in this post... hmm.
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It was 10:21 PM on a red ...

Note to self :

1) Watch Miss Potter (1st Feb)
2) Watch Epic Movie (15 Feb)
3) Watch Foodfight
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It was 6:18 PM on a red Wednesday, January 17, 2007...

sorry for being emo today. i was tired. sorry. i have nothing to be depressed about... life's great, school's fun... though not madrasah but... i'll live with it... yeah...

cinnamon's nice to eat with pizza... try it... don't worry i don't have exquisite taste so you'll probably think its nice too... lol...

i must practice writing poetry... cause my literature class needs me to do so... and i did know that william shakesphere was, erm, deep but i did not know that he was that deep...

i have homework to do... loads actually... they are getting to me... whatever... i shall quit whining... and resort to moaning...

(*abstracted from "Through the Eyes of My Clone" by F.i.L.h.A.d.)
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It was 7:47 PM on a red Sunday, January 14, 2007...

Woah! 2nd week of school and information are being thrown at you and you're like supposed to catch it and store it in some compartment in your brain or else it's your own problem. in other words...

*hyperventilates
argh!
*breathes
gulp

and of course with power comes great responsibility and so with knowledge comes great-ER homework... -.-'' i missed the time when i get to watch spider-man.

it was cca open house on saturday. and the best part was that i wasn't even there! not that i didn't want to be there. cause you know being in the most active, fun and cool cca that i am in, my presence would have been redundant. so i spent the day roting at home and telling my conscience that it was ok for me "to put to tomorrow what you can do today". lol. so the mad rush against time continues and here i go! *zooms past
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It was 5:14 PM on a red Wednesday, January 10, 2007...

1. Are you a chinese or an english freako?- i'm a malay...
2. If time gonna stop , what will you probably do?- totally freak out n go 2 slp hoping it didn't
3. Do you prefer a playPOOL or a playGROUND?- playpool sounds fun...
4. Do you prefer gossiping aound or being gossiped about? err... hmm.. if u're gossiped abt hw wld u noe?
5. Do you prefer simple or complicated? if u talk maths, definitely simple... bt life, simple is boring
6. Do you tackle numbers or alphabets better? abcs..
7. What makes you pissed? almost anithing frm being forced to being asked to make decisions...
8. How's your childhood? long... depressing, sad, happy, waking up, awake
9. Do you have inspiration or perspiration? i always thought they come together
10. Do you think 24 hours is too short or just ok?- a little too short...
11. Would you judge someone by it's appearance? definitely...not. evrybody greys
12. What attracts your eyes? hilary duff! lol. kidding. handphones? anything nice
13. Do you prefer day or night? day... night is so solemn
14. Do you treasure things that you own or insatisfied desire? i treasure what i haf... but sometyms u juz cant help wanting more
15. If the computer hangs, with long document not save , what will you do? shut it down, dismantle the cpu, throw the hard disc out the window
16. Do you believe in miracles? yeah... if u wan it bad enough
17. Do you get tensed forgetting the past or trying to do so? dude, thats lyk part of ur life. y throw it away?
18. In you mind what colours are there? black. red.
19. Have you pitied those who are a real pity and shed tears for them? yes... it makes me feel real lucky after camparing my life with theirs
20. Describe yourself in attitude. ... (read the dots)
21. Do you suddenly lose a grasp of hope to survive? Not ryt now thanks for the concern...
22. Give three advantages in living. socialising, education, moral...
23. What's your ambition in life? to be 100% me
24. Do you believe in horoscopes? sorry, but nah...
25. Descibe music in your life. it is company, an anti-depressant and something that might make me depressed
26. Which country would you go if you have the money? raffles hotel in singapore... haha i hate travelling geez!
27. What do you think blogging is about? diary
28. What kind of style are you trying to get hold of? err... forgive me 4 saying this. emo
29. When you fail a test what will you do? i'll frown then slap myself then smile
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It was 7:51 PM on a red Sunday, January 07, 2007...

hrz. its only the first week of school and we already have homework. its getting tough. even malay is hard damnit. but on the plus side school is not as depressing as it usually would. 3/3 is dominated mostly by ex-2/5 and 2/2 ppl. diao. how i managed to get my name roped in with theirs, i don't know. and i sit blardy infront next to a PRC gal. boring liao. nevermind hope it will somehow change. went for odac on the first week of school arh. haha. that is lyk a MAJOR improvement. lol. and i just found out that i hate hatehate hatehatehistory.
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It was 2:20 PM on a red Tuesday, January 02, 2007...

Sigh. School is starting tomorrow. No more late night sleep, no more xbox, no more sims, no more tv, more of homework, long-nose-hair... Sigh. And i'm in 3/3. so... nevermind, i'll live with it. hope the people are nice cause i'll be nervous tomorrow. *breathes
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