his wishlist
# pass both Maths
# LIR5 to be less than 14
# O Level Results
# grow taller to 180cm
# get a fake tan
# whiten my teeth and align my jaw
# parfum/eau de parfum/eau de toilette
# a tight fitting white jeans (not skinnies)
# new shoes
# master the art of Blue Steel
# smile way more
hehe... Dis wk is tiring... Dunno lah bt i lyk got no mood to study leh... Mon was a boring dae... No flag raising... I lyk d flag raising lah... Tues got 3rd lang... d new teachers ok lah... I mean she dun smile much bt at least she is not as cold as i perceived... At least her lesson is not as boring as the paul lee one... N she rmbr my name... Shit... N i feel so stewpid evrytym i go chinese... Even pradeep is getting more cleverer den me... Den weds pe we played hockey which was fun... Oh yah before dat we ran 2 rnds came in 2nd n i cld haf got in first... Bt the ting is i wasnt tired or breathless much... At last the torture of seing hwee leng for xtra 2.5 hrs in odac is helping... Den ml got oral practise... Luckily 2/6 ppl not gonna get called... Den wen afiqah's turn she cried for her friend whom she was toking bout... Dat was sad man... Den during recess my fren told me dis ting which juz was so saddening... I seriously feel sorry for her... Lyk she tell me her prob den i was lyk stunned... I dunno wad to suggest to her so i suggest wad is juz logical... Other den dat i can do nuting... So i wish all d best to her... Den thurs was forgetable... Den got chi again.. Suppose to make a 5 mins skit full of chinese dialogue... haiyo.. Den d guys mus disperse... So i wen to aliya's grp... Den todae i skipped odac! Hahk... Juz coz i am so tired... end of post... Chiao...
Hahk! The world's getting depressed... i shld jus stand by the side n watch all d sadness dat goes on n on... Shld not get tangled in it... Sick of being depressed... Its funny how hilary duff's 2nd cd can sound so depressed but when u actually listen to the lyrics, hey! its real positive... Hahak... i do not noe how to luff nimore... Can't rmbr wen was d last tym i luffed real hard... the life of a mourner... Nah, dat's not me... Hehk.
Todae's lesson was ok... i hate maths... As in really... dis is d first tym i'm hating maths dis yr... N sci too... She's getting to noe my name n dat sucks... i hate her... nw i muz re-re-do my summary... Stewpid. N eng...ERGH! She's such a sadist... U can tell dat all her actions are fake... Fine wtf... Mtl... Cikgu suzi nt in veli gd mood todae... Dunno y... Den ipw as usual suxs... Sigh...
On a lighter note, my personality test result say my suggested job is an investigator! Hahak... Was hoping to see psychiatrist actually bt heck... Which reminds me dat i haf a lot of work to do... No mood... i wanna sleep... N oh samuel selling these toys dat "blushes" when u press d stomache... Frm choir i tink... Hehe... Shall buy one... For me to keep to punch wen i get angry... Dat's wad i do wif all my past toys niwae...
i so wanna watch a movie... Miss d popcorn... ishk... ppl take tings for granted dun dey?? i suppose even i do... it suxs wen u see a probelm rite infront of u and u wanna solve it bt u cant coz d problem is not urs bt someone close and the decision is not urs to make... Jesh... i wanna quit 3rd lang... really... bt i'll wait n see hw d new teach is...
Iodine fumes are poisonous... I so gonna haf to rmbr dat... Coz u noe on tues we were suppose to heat max. ONE iodine crsytal n guess wad, me n khairi heated a whole two.5 spatula of iodine crystal.. Thk god d whole class didn't die... or d ms skeleton didn't find out... Sigh.. D dumbness i get for getting 4 hrs of sleep a day...
We get a lot of hmwk even though its only d 1st week of term 2... Sigh... I dread skul... N oh, d very "pretty" and "gorgeous" gal sitting nxt to me namely sam or samuel is starting to irritate me... Freak lah dat guy... i lost count of how many tyms i shouted at him... n i slapped him once! Dat felt good... =) U noe dat dae wen mr neo nt in class i listen to my mp3 while doing my work, den he pluck out my earphone n said cannot use mp3 during skul hrs... Dat tym i was oledi lyk breathing heavily oledi lor... Den he still haf d cheek to ask for my phone a few mins ltr.. Bitch!
I'm sorry... Eng was ok... We did d compo shit at the atc rm or smthg lyk dat... I lyk d place... Maths is getting harder... As in seriously... Now i'm still tryin' to rmbr d negative b + and - square root of b square minus 4ac divide by 2a formula... Sigh... N i've been slacking in science too... N malay... Better buck up... Jesh...
N oh my sis's bf's or ex is a jerk... Nvm its too long to be placed here...
Guess dat's it... Tink i'm gonna change d song n blogkin again... Lol... Adieu...
Guess wad?? I bought a new mp3!! Hahak... Yay! d creative muvo vidz... Quite cheap actually cause 2wks ago my sis bought hers lah, diffrent one lah, she bought for $240... Den ytd go d same shop see selling for $190... Lol... So dat means d shops having a sale... Coz actually last sat d factory haf d sale... Hahak... I love my nw mp3... Got colored screen... Yay!.jpg)
N oh i oso bought dis new skeleton watch... Got skeleton head smmore... Hehe....jpg)
Yep dats all i wanna seh... Still got a whole lot of ms thoo's wk which was supposed to be done 9 daes ago... Bye-bye
Helo... i hate my previous post... Hahk... Siow... ytd we went to arnold! My favourite chicken place... Yay! Ate a whole chicken der... Den buy harry potter cd... D movie so nice... N of course ytd i did hmwk... Still left d malay hmwk n d nwspaper project... Nobody really noes wad to actually do for d project seh... As in really... So heck... N i tot ms thoo saed she gonna post d hmwk on the net bt till nw, nuting... Also heck for dat... Todae i wash my school shoe... Yep i did... Aft a whole term... Lol... Tiring sak... Black lyk wad... Dun rmbr doing much todae... Xcept for watch harry potter...
Tml going to nenek's hse! yay... can get out of the hse... So tiring seh stay at home only... Bt of course school opening in three days... Dunno whether to be happie or sad... i wanna see ammar again... he sho cute you noe... dat dae he called me fadhil... N i was lyk no no call me abang den he smiled in dat mischevious way n repeated fadhil... Lol... Den wen in d lift going hm he walking in front den his mum behind... Den he got in the lift his mum din go in coz too full... Den he cubit my pakcik's butt coz he panic his mum nt der... Hahak... Cute seh...
Btw i so feel lyk deleting my friendster account... To me dat is a hub for humiliation... Hahk... Dun ask... Tink i'm ending here... Byez... N oh regaring my last post, dun blieve wad it saes... It wasn't me writing, i mean it was literally me bt not me coz i was nt der... Ok wadeva juz dun blieve it coz dat person dun exist, as in to me lah, in my world... Lol... Adieu
God... I didn't noe techno can be so depressing... Jesh.. Now i feel depressed aft hearing it... and after reading a few stuffs... Sigh... i feel sad, ok to put it across honestly i feel pathetic... Pathetic pathetic... i blame myself for the way i turn out... Sigh... My life is turning into another one full of drama... i hate you so.. I hate me for knowing you, for letting my guard down n pouring my heart out to you... Betrayer... i blame myself for expecting you to be perfect and flawless... i blame myself for being weak, for not being able to get myself out of me... i blame myself for making me... sigh... y am i trapped wif you... i hate you, but somehw i'm nt able to get away frm you... coz if i do, i realise dat i wld b alone... smhw, regardless of how fake you are, you were der for me... Regardless of how you made me sick, you made me well... SHUT UP! i dun wanna hear me.
Its been 3 days past d hols n i've hardly done anything... We got our term one results back and i thought i did pretty well... Here: Yep... I failed art... I mean which pathetic soul wld fail art?? Bt its seriously nt my fault lor... I didn't come for lyk 6 days in a row including weekends... Then i was explaining to dat unta halfway den she oledi started nagging so tak jadi lah... Nicholas oso didn't hand in so he oso kena lecture... He explain so long still she didn't wanna listen... Still gave d same mark lor... See what i meant... Might as well save my breath... I freaking hate you unta! TUT! Sigh... Wadeva lah... At least i pass all d rest rite2?? End here... Chiao!
Lol... 2nd tym i'm blogging today... Just feel lyk posting these pictures... Enjoy...
Today is a cross country day... N you noe wad dat means?? It means it doesnt matter for me to get up early n run out of breath cuming to skl... haha... Nah its just coz its at mcritchie which is lyk 3 stops away frm my hse. N best of all i onli nd to take, yes, ONE, not two bt one bus... Hahk... Bt wen reach der... Sit2 dwn... Wait for d ting to start... We guys haf to run 4.8 KM in 45 mins... So yah i bought along my watch n stuffs... D den we ran... Started off wif danny n prakash n daryl... Bt den dey run freaking fast... So was at d back... Den samuel kept calling2 me... N i was lyk shut up dis is a forest i hope a monkey comes down n give you another scar on your other cheek... Even akilah was lyk you shut up you... So kept running... Bt still cldn't go faster den sam so yeah i sortta ran wif him... I cant go forward neither do i wanna go backward... So ran n ran... Ended at 33 mins... 3 mins extra from my target bt heck... I'm thking god dat mrs koh, our "guest-of-honor", didn't tok dat much... So d whole ting ended 30 mins earlier... Finally something is ahead of d schedule... N here i am... Got some more plenty of hmwork even though tmrws a last day of schl (*rolls eyes 
) So chiao!
Yo... I've not been to skool for lyk d past 2 daes... I mean todae is a sunday lah bt... Dat stewpid doctor... He gave me dunno wad medicine shit... Den got allergy... All d rashes come out... First dae it was bintik2... Den at first tot measles go to him n he said allergy... Den he gave me more medicine... Den d spots became biger... See d picture below... 
Den became lumps of red everywer... Disgusting men...
Freak... Haish... Hope i get well really soon... Chiaoz...